MOVED.
if you wanna know, ask me for the new url!

& its the emo era (:

& 我不爱, 我不痛, 我不懂.

请告诉她, 我不爱她.
笑着难过, 自我惩罚.
想终止这一切挣扎,
狠了心说真心谎话.

别告诉她, 我还想她.
恨总比爱容易放下.
当泪水堵住了胸口,
就让沉默 代替所有回答...

omg me thinks this song is so sad ):
owell still rocks (:
and i need to do lit short story.
yay.

buh bye! x)

& that's fine with me.

give it up, and just let it go.
what you had you will never know.
the reason is right, but the feelings all wrong.
now we sing to a different song.

holy crap.
its highly likely that im watching 'the unborn' with zi ping ge ge later.
omg there goes my sleep.
and its like midnight show somemore.
im gonna be so freaked out.
ahhh ahhh ><

& i would've traded everything even for just a taste.

ello! whee i intend to sleep early today ((: super tired today la. hahaha but at least didnt have english class again x) so we all went down to eat. like you see the whole class hungry until cannot stand it. hehh we were saying if kena caught can say our tcher not here and we follow the english rep down cos we thought the assignment we were supposed to do for english is come down and eat while learning how to spell names of food like 'nasi briyani'! lmaoooo! xueshie burst out laughing and said its the most ridiculous thing she ever heard. hahahaha xD

oh oh and during recess we ate le ma so stay in class play itouch + psp. then almost time for lit. so me, xs and yl were saying if the tcher walk in suddenly then we will throw the psp to the back of the class! and it will land near alyssa! but she wont catch it cos she blur blur de! heh xD so we wont get into trouble. but i will be so upset cos my psp will crash and spoil. so i will be like 'omg omg omg shitttt! alyssa your psp spoillll!' and 'alyssa! your mum is going to killlllll youu!' hahahahahhaa appear so concerned for "her" psp! when she herself will be stoning there and thinking, "huhhh its not mine!!!" lollll until the end oso refuse to admit its my psp xDD laughh until my stomach ache can!

anddd guitarrr! oman the ensemble one cant sit with grace ): cos shes in front. which is so scary haha. but at least beside me theres alagu! cheng jing! and michelle! hahahahaa x) alagu is super retardeddd! we were like playing the mozart piece then there was still like half the page to go, when she suddenly flipped the page. then i was like uhh?? stoned. then after a few seconds alagu was like ehh? shittt! hahahahaha then i totally burst out laughingggg! and accidently spit some saliva on her hand >< then she was trying to wipe it off while laughing at the same time. hahaha funny luhh you! good thing mr chua never see ahh. xD yayy

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oh and by the way.
HAPPY BDAY XUESHIE DARLINGG! 2>>>! ((:

okayyy thats mostly the highlights of my boring and sleepyyyy day =D yupps buaixx!

♥ i'll be fine, i swear.
i'm just gone beyond repair.

hold a little tighter.

muahaha i love cinematic!

neil zaza is my new guitar hero (:

its like the first piece ever that is without singing and i still like!
it sounds so sad though ):
ahh i want to learn it by the end of this year! x)
heh but my e guitar tcher says its quite hard ><
nevermind wo hui nu li!
yay try try (:

oh oh 4am forever rocks too!
also he intro me one!
lalala its the loveee ((:

okay buaix! xD

& all these words that i could never say;
i just let them slip away.

& i think i'm caught in between.

trapped in a vortex of problems with no solutions.
this slow torture is killing me.
in an endless search for the guts and willpower to change things around here.

sorry for letting you down again and again.
and thank you for ur inspiring words and encouragements (:
i will see the light someday.
and there will be beauty from pain.

'cos i was never your best bet.