r0ck 0nz!

2009-04-02T23:45:00.011+08:00

MOVED.
if you wanna know, ask me for the new url!

& its the emo era (:

& 我不爱, 我不痛, 我不懂.

2009-04-02T22:10:00.006+08:00

请告诉她, 我不爱她.
笑着难过, 自我惩罚.
想终止这一切挣扎,
狠了心说真心谎话.

别告诉她, 我还想她.
恨总比爱容易放下.
当泪水堵住了胸口,
就让沉默代替所有回答...

omg me thinks this song is so sad ):
owell still rocks (:
and i need to do lit short story.
yay.

buh bye! x)

& that's fine with me.

2009-03-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

give it up, and just let it go.
what you had you will never know.
the reason is right, but the feelings all wrong.
now we sing to a different song.

2009-03-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

holy crap.
its highly likely that im watching 'the unborn' with zi ping ge ge later.
omg there goes my sleep.
and its like midnight show somemore.
im gonna be so freaked out.
ahhh ahhh ><

& i would've traded everything even for just a taste.

2009-03-24T20:20:00.005+08:00

ello! whee i intend to sleep early today ((: super tired today la. hahaha but at least didnt have english class again x) so we all went down to eat. like you see the whole class hungry until cannot stand it. hehh we were saying if kena caught can say our tcher not here and we follow the english rep down cos we thought the assignment we were supposed to do for english is come down and eat while learning how to spell names of food like 'nasi briyani'! lmaoooo! xueshie burst out laughing and said its the most ridiculous thing she ever heard. hahahaha xD

oh oh and during recess we ate le ma so stay in class play itouch + psp. then almost time for lit. so me, xs and yl were saying if the tcher walk in suddenly then we will throw the psp to the back of the class! and it will land near alyssa! but she wont catch it cos she blur blur de! heh xD so we wont get into trouble. but i will be so upset cos my psp will crash and spoil. so i will be like 'omg omg omg shitttt! alyssa your psp spoillll!' and 'alyssa! your mum is going to killlllll youu!' hahahahahhaa appear so concerned for "her" psp! when she herself will be stoning there and thinking, "huhhh its not mine!!!" lollll until the end oso refuse to admit its my psp xDD laughh until my stomach ache can!

anddd guitarrr! oman the ensemble one cant sit with grace ): cos shes in front. which is so scary haha. but at least beside me theres alagu! cheng jing! and michelle! hahahahaa x) alagu is super retardeddd! we were like playing the mozart piece then there was still like half the page to go, when she suddenly flipped the page. then i was like uhh?? stoned. then after a few seconds alagu was like ehh? shittt! hahahahaha then i totally burst out laughingggg! and accidently spit some saliva on her hand >< then she was trying to wipe it off while laughing at the same time. hahaha funny luhh you! good thing mr chua never see ahh. xD yayy

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

oh and by the way.
HAPPY BDAY XUESHIE DARLINGG! 2>>>! ((:

okayyy thats mostly the highlights of my boring and sleepyyyy day =D yupps buaixx!

♥ i'll be fine, i swear.
i'm just gone beyond repair.

hold a little tighter.

2009-03-23T19:48:00.003+08:00

muahaha i love cinematic!

neil zaza is my new guitar hero (:

its like the first piece ever that is without singing and i still like!
it sounds so sad though ):
ahh i want to learn it by the end of this year! x)
heh but my e guitar tcher says its quite hard ><
nevermind wo hui nu li!
yay try try (:

oh oh 4am forever rocks too!
also he intro me one!
lalala its the loveee ((:

okay buaix! xD

& all these words that i could never say;
i just let them slip away.

& i think i'm caught in between.

2009-03-21T20:13:00.005+08:00

trapped in a vortex of problems with no solutions.
this slow torture is killing me.
in an endless search for the guts and willpower to change things around here.

sorry for letting you down again and again.
and thank you for ur inspiring words and encouragements (:
i will see the light someday.
and there will be beauty from pain.

'cos i was never your best bet.

& rescue me from everything.

2009-03-20T23:11:00.006+08:00

Quiz 1
1. Where is your phone?
outside

2. Where is your significant other?
dunno ):

3 .Your hair color?
black

4. Your Mother?
sleeping.

5. Your father?
snoring.

6. Favourite Thing?
chocolates(:

7. Your dream last night?
forgot.

8. Your dream/goal?
dunno.

9. The room you're in?
bedroom.

10. Your hobby?
guitarr.

11. Your fear?
ghosts >< Quiz 2
1. Your Real name
Cheryl Koh Qi Yuan

2. Your Gangsta name (first 3 letters of real name plus izzie)
Cheizzie

3.Your Detective name (favourite colour plus favourite animal)
Black Puppy

4.Your Soap Opera name (your middle name and street you live on/neighbourhood if its a number)
Koh Jalan Loyang Besar

5. Your Star Wars name (the first three letters of your last name, and first two letters of your first name)
Qiych

6.Your Superhero/Criminal name (your second favourite colour and favourite drink)
Silver Coffee

7.Your Iraqi name (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of you last name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your mums first name)
Hyq_e_n (whats maiden name? and i dont have a sibling.)

8.Your Witness Protection name (parents middle name)
Koay Koh

9.Your Goth name (black and name one of your pets)
Black Mr. Potato

10.Your Hood name (First three letters of your name and add iqua)
Cheiqua

Tag 5 ppl to do this quiz.
anyone (:

Quiz 3
Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
run out of the bathroom.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
sing!

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
hi?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
try and make them like it x)

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
stand up and walk off quickly.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Copyy! x)

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
erm dunno eh. refuse to talk? hahaa

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
erm try to dry it and wear o_O

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
then its a lousy quiz that gives inaccurate results xD

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
of course!

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
only because its from you! ((:

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
yay.

Quiz 4
1. If you could change your name, what will it be?
dunno eh.

2. Do you think you are good looking?
okk lah. need to lose weight tho ):

3. Are you Single or Taken?
single.

4. Are you happily Single or Taken?
so so ba.

5. What's your favourite colour?
blackk!

6. Do you think the earth is round or flat?
duhh round.

7. Spongebob or Patrick?
spongebobbb!

8. Chucky or Tommy?
who are they?

9. Pooh or Eeyore?
eeyoreee!

10. Black or White?
blackkk

11. Who are your best friends?
alot lahh. grace! beix! etc (:

12. Who is your enemy?
quite alot x)

13.Who is your hero?
wolverine is sho cool! :P

14.Who was the last person you saw?
my mum.

15. Who was the last person you hugged?
grace (:

16. Who was the last person you told, " I love you"?
erm. dont really rmb. hahaha x)

17.Who is the person you miss most?
haha dont tell you!

18.What is the one thing that brightens up your day?
food! x)

19.When was the last time you went on vacation?
just only came back from kl! yayy! ((:

20. Who was the last person to annoy you?
my mum. urghh.

21. Against or for gay marriage?
for ba. why not?

22. Bush or Kerry?
huh who?

23. Against or for abortion?
for.

24. When was the last time you cried?
recently.

25. When was the last time you were absolutely happy?
feels quite long ago >< Quiz 5
It's harder than it looks!
As regular, copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real. Nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Cheryl
2. A four Letter Word: Cool
3. A boy's Name: Chester
4. A girl's Name: Cherie
5. An occupation: Cop
6. A color : Crimson
7. Something you'll wear:Clothes
8. (No Question, LET's RANDOM!) : Chocolate Chip Cookies
9. A food: Chocolates!
10. Something found in the bathroom or your bag: Chewing gum
11. A place: Canada
12. A reason for being late : Car accident
13. Something you'd shout: Crap!
14. A movie title : Carebears (abby's answer lol)
15. Something you drink : Coffee
16. A musical group : Cobra Starship
17. An animal : Cheetah
18. A street name : Cantonment Road
19. A type of car : Cadillac
20. The title of a song: Cute Without The E by Taking Back Sunday

wow 5 quizzes in a row.
things must really be getting to me.
oh but the last one i practically conked out
and abby helped me do like almost half of it.
hahaa x)

ahh almost 1 am le.
got sl and lit project stuffies tmr somemore.
shall sleep.
buaix! (:

& we're one mistake from being together.

2009-03-20T19:36:00.013+08:00

if you only knew the pain.
the pain I keep inside, the pain that makes me "me".
then without it who am i?
in a room with broken walls, i lay in scene and dreams.
someone please help me get through these nights.

& disguise is failing.

2009-03-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

i left behind the very person who swore to stay.
the face you see is just the mask i chose to wear today.
don't wanna talk, don't wanna talk about it.
i'll hide my tears behind a smile so that's all you can see.
.

2009-03-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

BACK! ((:

2009-03-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

AWAY.

TO SOME PLACE IN MALAYSIA. o_O

TMR NIGHT TO WED NIGHT (:

MISS ME! x)

<3!

& is this almost over now?

2009-03-12T12:32:00.009+08:00

im bored.
really bored.
and i dont want to go for tuition later ):
my mum is forcing me to read 报章报道范文(s).
even when the test is over le.
o_O

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How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday
You were talking to her
But messing with me
It's finally clear
You're blurring the lines

Are you disturbed?
Oh, now you care?
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you:

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how,
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Save
Save it for her
I'm not gonna hear
Your reasons and "please-just-take-me-backs"
We never were right
Don't waste your breath
You crashed and you're on your own tonight.

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you:

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how,
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now.

Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There's no more you and I

How can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how,
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me now

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yayy love this song man (:
the tune rocks! x)
thanks yl for introducing it!
whee whee =PP

lj yesterday was crap.
as usual.
marina barrage felt like we didnt learn anything at all.
got scolded alot for using handphones tho.
but we were actually laughing at some stuff in it.
so whatever.

then ate the chips i brought (:
and collected two stones from the solar panel place on a bet with yl.
HA now you owe me more chips x)
lalala.

and english lj was BORING.
omg had to sit thru like three freaking hours of talks?!
the only interesting part was the debate ba.
thank god for handphone games.
which xueshie so nicely took from me to play.
leaving me super bored out again.
hahaa ended up talking and getting scolded by the annoying speakers.
and the woman in red who yl thot was a cleaner.
hahahaha x)

then went plaza sing for ice cream while beix goes to daiso or sth.
went to city hall to meet zann and came home.
i slept the minute i was home la.
woke up to irritating mosquitoes at like 4am can.
ughhh.
i went out and found my mum awake in the kitchen.
complain to her.
then she said my dad just went back to sleep after complaining about them too.
lolll coolios huh!
she came to my room and helped me killed 5 bloody mosquitoes eh.
like wow o_O
yeah then i slept again till 9 plus ba (:

and since then until now i've been doing nothing at all.
which is just great.
blahh buaix.

{ please understand.
this isn't just goodbye, this is i can't stand you. }

& spill my heart for you.

2009-03-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

should i bite my tongue,
until blood soaks my shirt?
we'll never fall apart,
tell me why this hurts so much...

now i'm convinced that i never do get lucky.
man i'm one confused soul.
haha.

& save me from me.

2009-03-09T20:13:00.005+08:00

omg okay this weekend plus today was crazy.
its like totally exercise days.
hmm lets go day by day(:

fri
founder's day! we went to sakae for sushi buffet! yayy! then after rannnn back from wheelock to far east bus stop super fast! cos we were like uber late. then founders day celebration. we were sweating like hell mann. damnn hot. but the celebration was quite cool! all the lights and stuff. then went out for supper with abs, tangsie and xs at far east! wheee (: came back to school by bus. overshot one stop so we had to like walkkk back to sch. then beix smsed me saying kim left tbb in class. so me and xs had to brave the scary darkness and tirednessss to get it! rahhh! are we nice or what! okay then me dad came and fetched exhausted us home x)

sat
surprise party for tangsie!who came late! rawrr! happy bday anw! see we care okay! cannot be sad! (: <3!>sun
ponned tll for chern's belated bday party! it was quite funn luhh! we know it didnt quite turn out as expected but its okayy! dont be upset chermy chermy! ((: lalalaa besides the cake rocked! x) played my first pool game! and we bowled! and smashed whipped cream at each other! and played xuan's itouch games! ahh i so want one! oh and we climbed over the gate to watch the sunset but ended up looking at the moon. wakaka x)

mon
was late for lj cos we thot supposed to report directly to the place. then walked for the rest of lj. omgggg my legs felt like rubber after that. we concluded that neil road is really long. and blair plain is wulu and they shudnt hide the all so impt sign way behind the whole place. ughhh. plus it was raining and we had to take umbrellas and photos at the same time. zomggg. its sooo ridiculous. in the end we take all the photos le so tired we cabbed back. blahhh torture torture.

yeapp thats about it ba.
summarised cos i lazy to blog.
hahaha x)
whee buaix! =P

i'm cold and white,
i'm holding on,
i'll try to breathe for you.
i'm crying out,
i'm singing loud,
you could be all i need.

tbbs )):

2009-03-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

hello.
im at beix's house now!
she feels like boxing.
we are all disgusted.
and exhausted.

kimmy is killing us.
she doesnt know how to buy pretty papers.
and xueshie doesnt know how to supervise )):
the only nice alphabet is B.

unhhhhhh.
we need to learn to stop whining.
save the bookkk.
rawrrr.
and i'm not helping.
heh xD

this weekend's packed like hell.
with fun fun and fun.
starting tomorrow (((:
yayyy vfd's zee love! <3! x))

buaixxxx

this desperation leaves me overjoyed.

2009-03-01T12:52:00.009+08:00

ahh cant wait for tmr to be over (:
but needa mug now ):
physics is sooo dead.
english dunno what to study.
been studying bio since ytd and nth is going in.
crapp.

whee whee looking forward to vfd hol plans! xD
which seem so far away )):
and after the chi o levels (ahhh)
blehhh life sucks.
everything seems to be so screwed now.

owell.
gotta put all this aside.
shall go study soon (=
buaix!

P.S.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY MEI MEI!
<3!>

& one last chance to reverse this curse;
you stole my heart but i had it first.

2009-02-28T14:53:00.003+08:00

Kiss Me Kill Me - Mest
One, two, three
A tragedy that's built on destiny
It left you with everything but
Blood from the knife that I cut your heart out with
Now relax, close your eyes, what comes next is the surprise

This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room
If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing

I would let you
Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Our tragedy
Seems to be killing everything it sees
Like death itself

This valentine still looms
In the darkest hour, the killing moon
If I could do it all again

I would let you
Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Killing me would be too easy

Your eyes unwind the tragedy of our lives
My eyes went blind
Believe when I say
Hell burns bright
When this night dies
Hell burns bright

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Killing me would be too easy
Too easy, too easy, too easy, too easy

2009-02-19T21:28:00.003+08:00

benjamin buttons is so emo ):
haha today was so rubbishy.
cos apparently coloured ants are my best frens.
and we have an X & K snow factory!
whee whee so fun
yayy xueshie and viv! <3! ((:

& you know where it really hurts?
right here, towards the left side of my chest.

2009-02-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

A Breath Of Sunshine - Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right

Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel

I can't escape all the things we said
I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light
I cant keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days

Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away[X2]

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

~~emo.~~

& our love is my regret.

2009-02-08T21:52:00.005+08:00

Like A Knife - Secondhand Serenade

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life...

omg omg omg guitar exam tmr!
and i still dunno how to play a single piece!
greatt lets all just freak out and die.
ughh practice practice practice.
bye.

2009-02-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

ello!
finally starting to update more again yo!
hahaha
just to announce that i dun need to go for chem remedial!
HA yeshh mann!
beat that xuesh and viv!
lolll so happy can x)
it was a bit unexpected la.
cos i still failed.
but whatever.
apparently only 10 marks and below need.
wheee :P
so grace we can still go for our study dates! ((:
i rock or what.
yupp buaix! =D

& shouldn't i feel alive?
i swear that i tried;
to be alright, to sleep at night...

2009-02-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

i swear the school has an evil plan to make everyone get RECEDING HAIRLINES.
stupid new rule about our fringes.
or the lack of it.
freaking retarded la.
ughh.

2009-01-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

LEAN LIKE AN EMO!

All the Sceneies ya know what I mean
Mama Let Me Show Ya How I lean (Like an Emo)
Hair Straight, Cryin in the club
When We Shed A Tear We Let Everyone Know
Like A, Like An Emo

[chorus]
Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Cut My Wrist, Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Like A Emo

Driving To The Show, Two peeps
Crying On The Way, We Need Sleep
I Need a Blade, To Cut Deep
Bloggin on MySpace
Drama Spree

Damn, I Need Love
I Need Love For a Little More Pain
Dancing is The Only Way To step Up My Game
2-Step, Windmill, Donkey Punch it's All The Same

So Right Now, I'm In The Mood
Show This Lil' Sceneie How An Emo Do
Gotta Take My Pics, For The Space
Take My Hand Up And Put My Hair In My Face

Like This
And Like That
All The Girls Know Were The Real E's At
You Can Find Us Way Up In The Front
Dancing With Our Girl Pants Cryin Like An Emo
I Cry Like An Emo

[chorus]
Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Cut My Wrist, Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Like A Emo

Just Frown, And Get Down
Let Me Show You How This Emo Will Own The Town
To The East To The West
We Wear Our Target Shoes Yeah And We Wear Em The Best

I'm Looking Good, In My Hood
Got My Krews On And I'm Skatin On My Wood
Rockin' To Hawthorne Heights In The Pod Its Good
Changing My Name To Hollywood

I'll Bring To You The One Good Thing That An Emo Can Do
And That's Cry, All The Time
Yeah I'm A Whiner I Don't Care And I Don't Know Why

Hey Sceneie Why You Be So Meanie
I Can Sing And Play To The Girl Of My Dreamies
She Wants Me, A guarantee
If You Look Close You Can See The Ring

[chorus]
Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Cut My Wrist, Black My Eyes
Cut My Wrist and Cry and Cry
Like A Emo

2009-01-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park (Twilight OST!)

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid I've taken my beating,
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

2009-01-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

The Older I Get - Skillet

The walls between
You and I

Always pushing us apart
Nothing left but scars
Fight after fight

The space between
Our calm and rage started growing shorter
Disappearing slowly day after day

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think
The older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

The time between
Those cutting words
Built up our defenses
Never made no sense it just made me hurt

Do you believe
That time heals all wounds
It started getting better
But it's easy not to fight when I'm not with you

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think
The older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

What was I waiting for
I should've taken less and given you more
I should've weathered the storm
I need to say so bad
What were you waiting for
This could have been the best we ever had

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think
The older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this
Hurts like this

I'm just getting older
I'm not getting over you
I'm trying to I wish it didn't hurt like this
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this.

hope it gives you hell.

2008-12-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

twilight movie totally rocks la zomgg!
its soooo sweeettt!
ahhhhh!
x))

i love this line:
About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him -and I didn't know how dominant that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

oh oh and the one edward says:
you are my life now.

muahaha plus loads moree!
makes me wanna go read the books all over again!
yayy!

& truth be told i miss you;
and truth be told im lying. ((:

watch me fall apart.

2008-12-19T22:38:00.005+08:00

ello!
heres the highlight of zee day!
my cousins insisted i post it.
lol ((:

okay so we went into ri.
then got two ri prefects came over and said,
"there's a briefing at 9am"
and my mum went:
"wahh zhe yang hao ah! you buffet! zhe me zao jiu yao wo men chi le!"
hahahahahaha then she started walking away.
the prefects were like stunned.
o_O
stone awhile, look at each other
then chase after my mum saying
'erm bu shi buffet bu shi buffet! briefing!'
wakakakakkaa rofl so funny luhh mummy! (((:
yayy =P

oh but the rest of the day was boringgg.
and super sleepy.
ughh cos i didnt manage to fall asleep at 1am.
as usual.
rawr then had to wake up so early.
okay quite la.
not enuf sleep lo.
still had to help carry heavy heavy books.
plus go do my ic and stuff.
was like complaininggg can.
rahhh boy you owe me!
heh x)

& the things bottled inside have finally begun;
to create so much pressure that i'll soon blow up.

this is no place to try and live my life.

2008-12-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

hello :DD
i intend to sleep by 1am today!
cos need to wake up early tmr.
to go with ah boy for his orientation!
lol (:
anw.
im just blogging to say.
i love 'who i am hates who i've been'!
by relient k!
the mv is soo uber cool! x)
oh oh and got one part damn funny.
ah boy was like.
suddenly blurt out.
she still run leh!
lolll she runs!
hahahaha nvmm inside joke xD
anw it has some great lines too!
and quite catchy after a while!
yayy!
therefore u shud watch the mv!
whoo hoooo!
yupps.
buaix.

'cos then you'll see my heart;
in the saddest state it's ever been.

r0ck0nz!

2008-12-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

you know what.
i googled 'r0ck0nz'.
and discovered that...
no one else in this entire world uses it!
except me!
apparently.
wakakaa!
how cool is that mann!
xDD
yayayyyy!
i rockk yooo!
r0ck0nz ppl r0ck0nz!!!
(((:

2008-12-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

OMGGZZ SKILLET OMGGG
hahahahaha they are so coolllll!

Skillet was quoted saying, "So you're probably wondering where the name comes from. We were named after a frying pan. No, no...here's the real story...we...were...named...after a frying pan"

lol and so damn funny!
hahahahahhaa
and their fans are called panheads because of that.
seriously o_O

heh anw.
i am sooo in love with rebirthing.

REBIRTHING - Skillet

I lie here paralytic inside this soul
Screaming for you 'til my throat is numb
I wanna break out
I need a way out
I don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb i’m suffocating
Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I’ve died...

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me!
Breathe for the first time now,
I come alive somehow.

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live my life, wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

Right now!
Right now!

I lie here lifeless in this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause I’m ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I’m suffocating
Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I’ve died...

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live my life, wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

Tell me when I’m gonna live again
Tell me when I’m gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I’m gonna feel inside
Tell me when I’m gonna feel alive

Tell me when I’m gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I’m gonna feel inside
Tell me when I’ll feel alive

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

Rebirthing now!
I wanna live my life, wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

Right now!
I come alive somehow.
Right now!
I come alive somehow...

hahaha its like:
i've died...
then the next line,
REBIRTHING NOW!
wakakaa
xoxo man.

2008-12-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU YI LING FOR INTRODUCING ME TO SKILLET!!!
LURBB EUU WORHHXXZZXX!
YOU ROCKK!
(they rock too haha xD)

xoxo.

comatose

2008-12-09T00:08:00.003+08:00

black nail polish!
wakaka (:
but i dont really noe how to put them on.
so its turning out kinda screwed.
heh x)
plus stupid boy boy make things worse
get it all over my fingers
hahahaha.
my dad doesnt like it. ):
but its cool lo.
my guitar tcher got put before oso.
lol =P

and omg i love skillet songs!
whee whee.

& i hate feeling like this;
im so tired of trying to fight this.

100th post!

2008-12-04T00:11:00.011+08:00

i strongly recommend you shou bian by guang liang.
its really nice
and sad ):
hahaa x)

oman.
im really bored.
tmr's another boring day.
at home nothing to do.
being forced to study.
wth??

went cycling in the evening tho.
love it la.
gets rid of all the sianness in me.
wakakaa.

okay what a lousy 100th post.
heh dont care.
lazy liao.
byee (:

咖啡麻醉不了孤单;
只会让夜更长...
2 cans and needing more.
~~'coz you dont even know how much you hurt me.~~

& is there more;

2008-12-03T18:13:00.004+08:00

wahh die ah.
my phone bills for penang.
200 plus can.
shit.
hope the beijing on will be better la.
omg kana scolded like siao.
at 3am in the morning.
ppl headache somemore. o_O
sheesh.

anw.
damn funny la.
my aunt thot her flight back to kl is 8 plus tonight.
then she realised at 6pm that its 620pm!
which is like 5mins from now.
my parents are on the way rushing her to the airport.
lolll hope they can make it! ((:

hai damn sian.
okay bye!

看不见你的笑, 我怎么睡得着?
你的身影这么近, 我却抱不到...

2008-12-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

yo im backk!
from beijing!
shall do a quiz!
oh oh before that.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY ABBY BAOBEIIX! ((:
hahaa yeapp okayy!

first quiz!

Tagged by: random person (i koped it)
1. What is your full name?
Cheryl Koh Qi Yuan

2. Do you like your name?
haha duhh! why not!

3. How long have you like the person you currently like?
don't tell you! lol x)

4. Have you kissed anyone before?
Nope

5. Did you cry today?
never haha

6. What are you doing at 8am this morning?
sleeping. damn tired after beijing flight home. loll.

7. What are you doing an hour ago?
erm chatting online.

8. What are you currently doing?
blogging lo.

9. Who last texted you a message?
erm the beijing tourguide. saying she found my phone that i lost ytd in beijing. on the tour bus.
great.

10. Have you told anyone you love them today?
haha yeapp! tangsie! gracey! elaine! (:

11. Are you missing anyone right now?
yea.

12. Any plans for tomorrow?
lol not sure la. if i can wake up then morning go for breakfast with cousins lo (:

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
thats for me to know and u to guess!

14. Anyone you want to be with right now?
maybe? xD

15. Have you kissed anyone whose name start with S?
nahh.

16. Name somebody who make you smile today.
alot people laaa (:

17. Name somebody whose name start with Z.
ZiHui Jie Jie!

18. Which close friend of yours stay nearby to you?
vivien bao bei! =PP

19.Do you prefer to call or text?
Call luhh! actually both oso okay (:

20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?
yesterday rocks so much moreee! x)

21. Can you live a day without television and handphone?
tv can. hp cannot. im like dying without it now le! rawr.

22. Are you mad about anything right now?
abit mad at some stuff larr...

23. Do you ever think that relationship are worth it?
yeaaa shud be ba (;

24. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
errrr the last time i was in a hospital was like uberrrr young?

25. Who was your second last and last hug from?
second last was elaine sng! her long distance hug! lolll super cute lahh! erm last one was our tourguide! xiao liu! yayy (:

26. What does your last message in your hp say?
errmm lost my hp?

27. Define life...living?
what kind of stupid question is this??!! get a LIFE mann!

28. Do you hate anybody?
uh huhh.

29. Who was the last person you called?
tour guide! about my handphone (:

30. Who usually send you the most text in a month?
grace! vfd-ers!

31. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
anyone lorhh (:

second quiz!

Rule No. 1: People who have been asked to do this quiz must answer all the questions on their blog. They can choose to replace any questions that they dislike with another question that they come up with. BEST not to replace any.

Rule No. 2: Tag 5 friends and ask them to do this quiz. It's compulsory for everyone who are requested to do this by their friends to complete this quiz. Whoever doing this quiz MUST state who tagged them to do this quiz.

Tagged by: random person again!

1)Do you have any secrets?
haha yeah.

2)Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
maybe

3)Do you enjoy going to school?
NO.

4)What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy a new laptop! and handphone! and chocs! and donate! (no not to elaine! HA)

5)Would you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
nope.

6)If you have to choose between your best friend and your boyfriend?
best friend ba?

7)What is the thing you're looking forward to now?
sleep (:

8)If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wait? or get over it?

9)What makes you happy?
loadds!

1o)What makes you angry?
alott of stuff and irritating ppl!

11)How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
ten years older! lolll x)

12)Who is currently the most important people to you?
family and friends! =DD

13)What is the most important thing in life?
me! xD

14)What is more important? Family or Career?
family lahhh

15)What is your favourite colour?
mostly black!

16)Would you give all in a relationship?
yeah think so!

17)If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you choose?
the one thats nicer to me! or the one i like moree!

18)What would you do if your boyfriend two-timed you?
dump him duhh!

19)What would you tell the person you like?
i like you? lol if i can be sure that he likes me back lohh o_O

2o)List down the 5 people you have tagged to do this.
anyone too! whee (:

lolll yesshhh CHUA YI LING i rmb wat u said long long time ago!
even though you dont!
hahaha so now u can see your name here and tagg my blog!
i so nice rightttt!
wakakaa!

okay i want slp soon! byeee (:

& i never thought i'd catch this lovebug again.

& overdose;

2008-11-28T19:54:00.004+08:00

omgg cuteness.
yet weirdness.
mysterious.
and sometimes sucky.
someone pls tell me how all this goes together.
ugh.

cos im trying, trying to walk away;
but this crush ain't going away.

2008-11-26T21:04:00.005+08:00

yo!

eh i tell u ah.
wan li chang cheng is damn tiring.
sheesh.
i was like panting and sweating okay.
even tho its like 9 degrees celcius or sth.
then climb a few steps legs aching liao.

and the steps.
omg our ancestors seriously dunno what is consistency.
like some super steep.
some super short.
irritating can.
cant they make life easier for themselves.
(since they were gonna climb it)
and build the steps equally.
like two rows of bricks per step.
not like one row, then four rows or sth.
stupid can.
ughhh cant stand it.

hahaa then me and dad went to buy the certificate thingy.
to prove that we climbed so high or whatever.
he damn funny la.
he looking for money to pay and take a picture.
then i was like complaining about my fringe.
he suddenly turn to me.
and said uber seriously:
'i just remembered something.'
he started searching his bag and stuff.
then he took out a comb for me and went 'this.'
lol so nice huh! x))

lalala just went down with elaine to buy some food.
came back with:
ferrero rocher
chewing gum
2 cups of instant noodles
and ham sandwich.
then we got stuck waiting for the lift damn long.
cos there were so many drunk men.
they were all like banging into us and the walls.
so we also dont dare go in with them.
then missed like 5 lifts or sth.
and we finished the ham sandwich while waiting somemre.
heh x)

okay lazy bloggg liaoo (:
hahaa bye xD

& just can't turn away...

2008-11-25T21:40:00.007+08:00

hello!
blogging from beijing now!
the hotel aka apartment thingy rocks i tell u.
got everything la.
like living room.
kitchen.
washing machine.
oven.
computer.
cable tv thing.
balcony.
etc.
cool or what can!
muahaha 5 stars!

these two days have been tiring.
but cool.
ytd evening/night part was emo.
heh x)
then i was like slightly feverish somemore.
lol.
plus rashes and ulcer.
wahkao damn bad.
but nevermind.
its all almost over le.
hahaa

omg i love zou huo ru mo!
it just started showing on the tv!
channel v!
ahh its so cute!

anyway.
we going great wall of china tmr!
yayy coolios!
oh but bet haf to walk alot ):
lols
so i shall sleep early today!
like now!
update moreee soon kk!

haha oh right.
before i go!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE!
xoxo!
r0ck0nz!

yupps thats all!
bye!

i just need to keep you in mind;
as something larger than life.

when im gone;

2008-11-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

hey people im going away!
to beijing.
on hol.
from 24th nov to 2nd dec!
lolll miss me k!
bye! (:

im yours;

2008-11-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

this is getting too much for me to take.

& surrender.

& brave it alone.

2008-11-20T16:24:00.006+08:00

ah boy got 251 for psle!
loll ((:
so he can get into ri express!
yayy good job!
im proud of u!
hahaa
he came over this afternoon.
then he was like.
i got 251!
and i was sleeping.
so i went orhh.
then he repeated himself.
and i was like okay...
altho i had no idea what he was talking about.
hahaa so i asked him.
then he was like psle lahh!
and i was like WHOA.
lolll

aiya ppl tired right.
thanks to the sleepover last night.
which was technically more of a 'cycle-over'.
in the middle of the night.
to tampines.
for macdonalds.
two of which were not open.
and one of which burned down.
super dumb can.
lol
ended up eating in downtown east one.
go so far for nothing.
morning exercise huh viv!
hahahaha
but it kinda rocked (:
whee

而我一个人面对；

整夜的心碎。

just so you know

2008-11-19T00:05:00.010+08:00

hello!
im backkk from penang!
got quite a few nice photos!
but my dads stupid com sth wrong.
why issit that all the coms i use spoil huh.
sheesh.
hahaa owell.
shall upload them another day.
heh k bye (:

& don't think i can take it;
wake me when its over.
~~& just another heartbreak. someone please tell me what to do.~~

2008-11-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

& i don't know;
how to be fine when im not.
Zzz.

<3 BACK AGAIN ( ;

2008-11-12T02:16:00.007+08:00

She's back
she's back again
she's right beside me
beside me again
with her black psp
psp again
Playing DJ Mix
DJ Mix again
combo 31 32 33 34......
combo again
we're going for roti tissue tmr morning
roti tissue again
our holiday's BACK
BACK AGAIN.
SHE'S BACK AGAIN.

YESSS
YAYYY
CHERYL's back.
we're lying on my beloved blue bed in my so-blue room enjoying our gadgets
so cool
we've been doing this since we're..urm..born?
I mean the being-together part.not the gadgets.
we dont have psp when we're 1.it's not even out yet lol
watched Freaky Friday while eating maggi mee (prepared by me).
My Holiday just started since 6.55pm.We're out to have lots of fun tmr!

YESSS.

Cheryl's hardwork :
MESS IT UP
COMBO 226
BREAK 6
GOLD 835
which gave her a C+

It's half an hour to 3 and we're not even sleepy yet.not even a little.
in fact..kind of hyperactive.
we should sleep at the balcony like we did 2 years ago.DAMN COOL.
we ate ICE CREAM =D
and once again Cheryl's telling me that the light above my bed looks like a bread.
you know..like the auntie annie's kind of bread.she'd been telling this like.
since....the first time we slept together in my new house.
which...makes me...HUNGRY again.

btw no we did not take the fortune cookie ;)

- Elaine <3

there's always something different going wrong.

2008-11-06T11:12:00.005+08:00

hello!
im going penang tonight!
thats if my mum's passport thingy doesnt screw up again. -.-

and she doesnt like bun bun ):
yeah i know, like how could anyone not like him huh!
hes so cute and lovable cann!
huggable too!
yayy! <3!>

aww gracey dont be jealous!
i love you too!
was really surprised by ur letter la!
so rare laa cann!
yayy i'll read it alot alot okk!
hehh x)
hahaa must miss me kayys!
i'll miss you all too!
vfd parlings included!
we'll haf sleepover when im backk!
overnight cycling oso!
promise promise!
wakaka so funn!
xoxo!

anw now my mums arguing with me that the pants is definitely dark blue.
when its so obviously BLACK.

owell.
dont miss me when im away k!
muahaha
im actually so touched viv bao bei rmbed im going off today!
then she sms me to take care!
lol whee whee xD

i think hot shot is really nice (:
stayed up damnnn lateee ytd watching it.
hahaa.
and my psp is spoilt.
the memory stick.
but nice nice boy boy is lending me his!
omg u rawk yeahh!

okay thats all.
byeee people!

& can i have this dance;

2008-10-29T20:39:00.004+08:00

lalala listening to hsm3 songs now.
damn niceee luhh the show! x)
wheeee i want watch again tmr!
with gracey mayb!
wakakaa =DD
it totally rocksss can!
greattttt endinggggg lo.
very sweet and cute oso!
whooo hooo

think hsm 3 is the best
then hsm
then hsm2
hahaa x)

okay i shall play viwawa (:
lazy blog liaoo.
bye.

& cos if my heart breaks;
its gonna hurt so bad.

trapped soul;

2008-10-21T21:43:00.001+08:00

damnit.
i feel like an effing prisoner.

2008-10-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello.
i shall do a quiz oO

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people

Tagged by: nobody. cos this was koped from a random blog. hahaa x)

01. What have you been doing recently?
being chaooo boredddd cos the eyas are over.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
ermm rarely. hahaa x)

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
still sleeping man!

04. When did you last cry?
recently. >< 05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeaa kinda I guess. lolll (:

06. What do you want in your life right now?
erm no idea. sth fun to do? hahaa

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. just runnn! tho that gets my hair pretty screwedd. )):

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillow? blanket?

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
erm gracey's outburst saying thank yous and that she loves me ba! hahaa yayy xD

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
erm no? dunno? heh x)

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no lol

13. What was the last movie you caught?
eagle eye! it was kinda cheem so xs had to explain alot. haha ((:

14. What are you proud of?
myself! cos i rock yo! xDD lolll

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
lolll its not even addressed to me cos i just started using my mums lousy hp. mine spoiled. ):

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
shuo hao de xin fu ne by jay chou!

17.Do you have any nicknames?
yeahhh alott. hahaa

18. What does your last received text message say?
from viv bao bei: cannot anyhow school approved shirt la! i think must wear pe tshirt :)

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1am.

20. Are you currently happy?
kinda i think. would be even better if only my mum would stop nagging at me for chi which i didnt even fail! damnit.

21. Who gives you best advice?
i dunno eh. good frens lo. or parents? hahaha

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nah i dun like whipped cream. besides it makes u fat! heh x)

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yeahh. mosquito bites too! lolll

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
tuition frens.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
wats that!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
no idea. haha

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeahh piak! hahaa xueshie! rmb! plastic heart. lolll coolios!

29. What annoys you most in a person?
bu zhi daoo! im nice you see!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
lol nope.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
duhh never. im guai ok!

32. What is the colour of your room?
beige i think.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
dun think sooo.

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
uh huhh.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
apart from me? my cousins. lol

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
pandaa pokk! cos i was sooo nicee you see. xD wakakaa

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i havent kissed anyone yet! HA

38. Do you have a life?
wthh what kind of stupiddd question is this!

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
another one. sheesh.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?what is profile song?
huhhh

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
dont tell you!

42. Last time you smiled?
today

43. Have you changed this year?
think so.

44. What are you listening right now?
when im with you by faber drive! it totally rocks man!

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
erm my mum. i just lied to her that im actually doing rs =X crap.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open??! obviously

47. Is there a quote you live by?
r0ck0nz! wakakakaa!

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
dunnoooooo! x)

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
guitarrrr!

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
having a sleepover when we have school the next day! zomg everyone became zombies can.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
slacking lo

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
errr not really? dunno?

53. What song best describe your love life?
alot of nice songs! heh x)

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
i dun like anybody now larh.

55. Who always make you laugh?
got so many can?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yea chinese? abit of malay ba.

57. Favourite website(s)?
youtube? blogs? games?

58. What's your middle name?
nothing?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
school. interclass games crap! rawr.

60. What do you think you are like?
cool! cute! funny! whatever! sugar, spice and everything nice! hahahaha

61. Who will you choose to die with?
i'll die alone!

62. Where have you been today?
erm home, cousins house, tll

63. What game do you play often?
psp dj max! <3!

64. Who are you missing right now?
alottt of ppl!

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
friend duhh!

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this ridiculously longgg quiz and eating alottt of fruits that my mum is spamming me with! arghhhh.

67. Which primary school are you from?
prps.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
mainly black!

69. What emotion you like to show?
happy! or emo cos its cool! muahahah im so contradictory.

70. What is your life to you?
live to eat!

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
listen to music and emo! then try to think of solutions lo.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
no one

73. Who do you admire most?
syn gates and his solosss! omgggg!

74. Which month are you born in?
December!

75. How are you feeling right now?
siannzzz

76. What is the time now?
9.12pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
random! cos i dunno her/him and i koped it. lolllll x)))

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
i never dyed it! but i like black hair with streaks of hot pink and white! soo nicee and punkk huh!

79. Why are you doing this test?
boredd. and dont feel like studying chinese with my mum? -_-

80. What do you do when you're moody?
i usually become very quiet. hahaa or i explode. oO

81. At which age you wish to get married?
20 sth lo.

82. Who is more important to you?
between who and who?

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
loads of stuff! do everything i wanna do but dont dare to. plus tell everyone bye and not to miss me!

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
ME!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
uhh huhhh. think the one i saw in europe was really nice too!

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
got too many to chooseee! ((:

87. What is your goal for this year?
this year happens to be ending alr! but still got alott unfufilled ones! ): like losing weight! and e guitar soloing! rawr!

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
sortaa ba.

89. What feeling do you love most?
feeling happy and loved!

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yeaa.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
being sian and frustrated

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeapp! =D

93. Do you believe in God?
dunno leh but im supposed to be a buddhist! (:

94. Who cares for you most?
family and friends!

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
food! ugh im feeling hungry now. and the fruits are sooo NOT helping.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
gun! just shoot loh.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
certain stuff. hai.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sadddd!

What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
dump him!

100. How do you feel now?
FINALLY. STUPID LONG QUIZ I AM SO GLAD ITS DONE (: but then i'll haf to go back to being bored )): how how! lolll

oh right im supposed to tag ppl.
but whatever.
anyone can do it if ure bored (=
yayy seeyas!

& when i'm with you;
i'll make every second count.

another sleepless night;

2008-10-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

WAHLAO.
I AM SO PISSED.
MY MUM IS BEING SUCH AN ASS.
HAI.
WHATEVER LA.
FREAK OUT SO MUCH OVER MY RESULTS.
AND I DIDNT EVEN FAIL!
WTFFFFFFFF.

OMGGG I FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE NOW.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
GO AND DIE.
WHAT THE SHIT.

PUT YOURSELF IN MY POSITION
ALL I NEED IS RECOGNITION DAMNIT!
(that song rocks. owell.)
EVERYTHING I DO IS NOT ENOUGH LA.
AT LEAST GOT GET SOME GOOD RESULTS RIGHT.
ALSO SCOLD ME FOR NOT GETTING BETTER.
ASSHOLE.
SO PISSED NOW.
SHE CAN JUST DRAG EVERY EFFING THING INTO THE SCOLDING.
AND HERE I AM JUST SO QUIETLY LISTENING.
THIS IS SOOO TESTING MY PATIENCE.
RAWRRR.
OKAY WHATEVER.
BYE.

& will this ever end?
will this house be home again?

& let her know, never let her go!

2008-10-14T12:44:00.007+08:00

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules.

You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man.

You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona.

You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

yayy! muahahaa cool yo!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

haha o_O

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.

You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

i kinda wanted wolverine! rawrr! hes so cool (: plus the fangs! whee

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.

Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You are crazy, and mostly in a good way.

You have wild ideas, many of which seem drug induced.

You are open to new experiences, and you are a bit of a drifter.

You're never sure what you'll be doing tomorrow.. and you like it that way.

Your ideal warm weather place: the Gold Coast of Australia

The Flip Flop Test

Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 90% Correct

Your spelling is excellent.

You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly.

Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?

my english is good! muahahaa

You Are Impact

You are very unique and quite striking. You are forceful and aggressive.

You never go unnoticed, and people recognize your power instantly.

While you make your presence known, your message is a bit fuzzy.

You are not the easiest person to understand, and you're not one for details.

What Font Are You?

ooo i like that font! (: hate times new roman ><

You Are a Tongue Piercing

You are a very naturally sexy person. People can't help but notice you.

Part of what makes you sexy is your deep sensuality. You enjoy indulging all five senses.

You are hedonistic and a total pleasure seeker. You're all about what feels good.

You give in easily to temptation, which gets you (and your accomplices) in trouble.

Despite your lack of self control, you are popular and well liked. You flirt with everyone.

You are happy to live in the moment. If it gives you in trouble, so what? Better to enjoy life now!

What Piercing Are You?

OMG seee! so cool! i knew i should get one of those

You See the World Through Orange Colored Glasses

You live your live with enthusiasm. You enjoy what you have, and you are determined to live a happy life.

You judge all your interactions through the lens of curiosity. You are genuinely interested in other people and tend not to be judgmental.

You face challenges with a playful attitude. You are determined to succeed, and a part of you enjoys any challenge.

You see love as the utmost expression of creativity. For you, love is about building a unique and interesting life together.

At your worst, you are irritable and burned out. Sometimes you burn too brightly.

You are happiest when you are given free reign to explore, create, and play.

What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

You Are an “A-OK”

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, “Whatever will be, will be.”

Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.

You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.

You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control.

You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

blue! hahaa i was thinking punk colours tho x)

like black with white and hot pink streaks.

but i bet it wont fit me la.

crap im doing too many blog quizzes!
ughh.
shalll stop.
bye (:

& screwing up the best thing ever;

is something you'll regret forever.

& cos i miss you;

2008-10-12T21:52:00.004+08:00

hahaha omg my cousin is damn funny.
hes lying beside me playing my psp game!
and he keeps game over-ing
cos he purposely go try a level too high for him!
then he rolls around and he goes:
'ahhhh noooo! depressed depressed depressed! stupid game!"
lolllllll xiao si wo le!

anw im in love with faber drive songs now.
sleepless nights is the <3! ((:
yeah mannz.
this shall be a short post.
haha.
bye.

& love's not enough when you say it;
dont you know you gotta mean it.

R.M.E.U.U.C.C.D

2008-10-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

I am sooo bored. Sheesh. Im like blogging with my handphone now. Cos my dads using the com. Anw. This is so ridiculous la. We like couldnt wait for the end of eyas. But now that its over, i have absolutely NOTHING TO DO. Omg. Time is like passing soo super slowly now. Save me. Been playing psp since morning. Zzz Everyone is sian like shit la. Cherny, abster, etc also right. :) lol. Ahh how how. Crap. Vfd! We needa plan moree activities! Okk! :) heh. Can you believe it. Im actually like waiting for english tuition now. Like cant wait for it kinda thing. Ugh. This sucks. Totally. Sigh. Okay bye.

our love is my regret.

2008-10-10T23:26:00.003+08:00

HELLO
I
AM
BACK
FROM
THE
DOCTOR

YAY

I
THINK
TYPING
LIKE
THIS
IS
HARD
AND
WULIAO
BUT
IM
STILL
DOING
IT
COS
IM
BORED

HAHA
TALKED
LIKE
THAT
WITH
TIANYI
THE
WHOLE
TIME
ON
MSN
JUST
NOW

COOLIOS
MAN
(:

ANW
THE
DOCTOR
SAY
IS
COS
MY
SPECS
THE
DEGREE
AH
TOO
HIGH

PLUS
MY
EYELASHES
POKING
INTO
MY
EYES

SO
HE
PLUCKED
OUT
FOR
ME

WALAU
DAMN
PAIN
CAN
I
WAS
LIKE
TEARING
LA

RAWR

YEAH
SO
IM
NOT
GONNA
GO
BLIND

WHEEE
xDD

YEAP
THATS
ALL
ZAI
JIAN

(PS
CAN
YOU
IMAGINE
IF
THIS
WAS
A
LONGGGG
POST
AND
I
TYPED
LIKE
THIS!
HAHAHA
IT
WILL
BE
LIKE
CHAOOOOO
JIIIII
CHANGGGG
THENN!
WHICH
IT
ALREADY
IS!
WAKAKAAA
YUPPS
BYE!)

& come back to me;
its almost easy.

&now that i've lost you, it kills me to say;

2008-10-10T11:43:00.003+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYY ITS OVER!
GOOODDD JOBBBB EVERYONEE!
omg this years eya was the worst ever!
all not prepared one.
chiong like hell.
i think all my results gonna screwed la!
sheesh.

i swear im gonna mug hard next yr okk!
rawr!
think i'll fail tho )):
okay whatever.
heh

now its slack time le.
so happy.
but my eyes damn problem.
going doctor now.
ytd pain like hell la.
all red le.
then cannot open.
so we went out the time
everyone was like guiding me as if i blind can.
hahaha.

my mum somemore anyhow scare ppl one can.
convince me im gonna go blind.
make me freak out/stress/emo.
during eyas that time can.
thanks alot.

heh.
but i slept like a pig.
damn long.
so now my eyes okay le.
but my dad still wants me go see doctor.
he say dont mind spending money on me!
aww so nice huh! ((:

lalala.
oyea house bunny is uber funny and exaggerated!
and the girl is seriously retarded!
"i gotta meet this freaking bird!"
hahahahahaha lmao!

yeap.
anw
i shall go prepare now.
bye!

& i tried to hold on;
as you slowly slipped away...

breathless;

2008-10-02T14:57:00.004+08:00

me thinks talking to abby is a bad idea.
hahaha.
she comes and tells u how much stuff we have to study.
list every topic.
for every subject.
such that they look so overwhelmingly alot.
and u get uber stresssedd.
zomg.
then u go.
ahhh die die die.
rawr.
hahaha (:
but its okay.
cos shes gonna die with me yo!
then we can be buried side by side =)))
how fun! xD
not.

ahh.
im not even done with CHEM mole concept thing.
and i havent studied BIO.
except for diffusion+osmosis, and ecology.
which is pathetic.
PHYSICS never start yet.
LIT = big fat zero.
never even read finish the frankenstein book.
MATH havent practice any questions yet.
just skimmed thru all the formulas kinda thing.
ENGLISH how to prepare?
CHINESE im supposed to memorise some useful paragraphs.
and i havent.
yeap.
that sums up every single subject tested,
plus how deadddddddddd i am.
and still im here blogging.
great.

study study study.

& you dont even know how very special you are.

i am godzilla! ;DD

2008-10-01T12:56:00.009+08:00

argh.
i so pissed off.
wth is wrong with you la.
Zzz >:(
~~stupid irritating idiot bitch ass etc etc~~
okay.
i shall calm down.
rahh.

went to send ms ng off last night!
oh mann
we're so gonna miss her! )):
oh and she says i remind her of her when she was my age!
my double!
aww! x)

eh but ah next year lit how.
sheesh.
im seriously feel like dropping it.
o_O
but i wont.
cos i love the subject!
and frankie!<3! funn ="DD">shall ~~WILL~~ MUSTTTT mug.
rawr.
bye!

& give me your hand;
but realise i just wanna say goodbye.

2008-09-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

i feel like digging out my eyes.
rawr.
very pain la.
like hard to even open sometimes.
a few days le can.
i think im going blind.
)):
haha no thats just exaggeration.

oman.
anw my parents just went out to buy eye drops for me.
at this time siah.
yayy so nice.
xie xie! <3!

thanks abster too!
who offered to bring me buy the eye bath thing
and for being so nice!
yayy! <3! ((:

and i am so dead for the eyas.
no time left, so much to mug.
ugh how how.
maybe i shud go on hiatus.
for a few days more only anw.
=D
stay away from the com.
wakaka (:
yeapps.
tho i bet itll fail.
but owell its worth mentioning x)
hahaha

i think S(AINT) is cool by the way:
i got an F and a C, and i got a K too.
now the only thing thats missing is a bitch like U!

whee.
bye!

& i dont care if your world is ending today;

because i wasnt invited to it anyway.

& so what; im still a rockstar!

2008-09-28T15:54:00.005+08:00

yooo!

i had this greatttt longgg dreammm yesterday!
it felt almost real lorh.
coolios one.
so it totally sucked when i woke up )):
cos it seems near impossible in real life.
spoil my mood.
sian diao.
rawr.
><

hahaa anw
i actually haf english tuition soon.
cherny and gladys says its compo.
so i haf no idea why im going.
Zzz
okay nvm.
go see samantha!
hahahaa so nice right! x)

yep.
buaixx.
lolll xPP

=你要的不是我.=

dying died dead.

2008-09-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

hello.
im dead.
eyas are so near.
i havent started mugging.
the whole year's syllabus.
haha how
><

guilty pleasure rocks.
i came here to make you dance tonight!
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you!
shut up! cos we won't stop!
we're getting down till the sun's coming up!

second chance rocks too.
instead of holding you, i was holding out.
i should have let you in, but i let you down.
you were the first to give, i was the first to ask.
now im in second place, to get a second chance.

yayy.
xueshie loves these 2 songs too!
right right!
2>>>
totally man.
shall go now.
bye (:

& just know it hurts.

STVGC! and SS PT!

2008-09-24T22:16:00.006+08:00

CRISIS ALERT!

OUR CAMPAIGN IS FAILING!
RAWRRR!

me and xs are becoming more and more gay and lame like vivien!
oh noo!
despite of our campaign against it.
this is so contagious.
rawr.

on tues chern and xs somemore say i acting super weird!
today yl said that im behaving more and more retarded!
ahhhhhhhh i have fallen!
and xs is starting to show obvious symptoms of it too!
how how how!

P.S!
we shall be discussing our battle strategy again.
those who are interested
pls tune into stvgc convo at 0000 oclock!
shhhh dont tell ppl!
this is a secret organisation!

ughhh okay crap.
see another example of vivs lameness!
we are meltinggggg!
and dyinggg!
save the earthhh!
arghhh!

okay whatever.

anw.

&HATE IS A STRONG WORD;
BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE SS.

thats one more thing to complain about!
STUPID SOCIAL STUDIES PT!
haha theres alliteration (((:
but the point is.
its so troublesome la i swear.
rahhh.
qi si wo le.

owell.
i shall go do somemore!
blahh.
bye.

& between each smile there's a tear in your eye.

2008-09-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

i feel like speaking in code today.
there are many kinds of codes.

like this one:
... . ... ...... .... .. .. .. ........
its supposed to be morse code or sth la.
but its actually just random fulstops.
hahaha

oh what about this:
dfsngykutkjy gfbn dsnuk ilmo mt rv j ikn brvdd sav tfdas
lol.
a scramble of letters.

or like:
124567890 9876543213456 465898765432
numbers.
yay.

oh the language in my animal farm newspaper is oso coded.
bet u dunno whats that.
nevermind.
ure not supposed to.
can come ask me tho.
i MIGHT tell you.
x))

im like actually quite stoned now.
rahh how.
just typing whatever comes to my mind.
Zzz.

e guitar ytd was cool.
played seize the day solo with my tcher.
wahlao he ah purposely suan me one leh play so fast.
then keep playing somemore.
hmph.

tll english today was about f1.
not bad la (:

oh and weizhi was zi-highing during the lesson.

hahaha damn comical.

oyea which reminds me.
last week samantha came up with this coolios thing.
and wrote it on my hand:
"im a paedophile; sam's a kid!"
lolll geddit!
hahaha funny luhh you! x)

and yes.
i rmb u GRACEY!
see ur name here!
ure included!
so baby dont cry; you had my heart. ((=
and now u have no excuse to not tag!
HA beat that SUCKKERRRRR! (:

okay.
i shall go now.
do more ss pt.
blah.
hate it man.
yea bye.

{{ would you tell all your friends;
you've got your gun to my head. }}

rawr.

2008-09-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

math was screwed.
and i studied quite a bit for it.
okay not alot la.
but more than usual.
tried my best lo.
but end up worse then when i dont study at all.

hai so idiot siah.

and my mum just doesnt get it.
what the shit right.
owell whatever.
sianz.

shall go now.
bye.

2008-09-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

hello.

i just got bored.
of doing quizzes.
on facebook.
yeah.
so now im blogging.
shall sleep soon.

anw.
guess what im ponning tmr!
dont tell you!
HA!
yeahh mann (:
lol

oman.
im sneezing like shit.
or about to sneeze.
that feeling sucks.
you know?
whatever.
hahaa

& hate is a strong word;
but i really, really, really dont like you.

hahaa i noe cherny likes this song!
she intro me one.
lol =DD

yeahh okk.
bye.

& things are shaping up to be pretty odd.

2008-09-13T17:57:00.003+08:00

hello.
im bored.
ultra bored.
super ultra bored.
extremely super ultra bored.
unbelievably extremely super ultra bored.
bla bla bla.

and i think
this is lame.
ultra lame.
super ultra lame.
extremely super ultra lame.
unbelievably extremely super ultra lame.
etc, etc, etc.
hahaha

so i shall
tell funny jokes.
ultra funny.
super ultra funny.
extremely super ultra funny.
unbelievable extremely super ultra funny.
okay maybe not that funny lar.
0_O

oh well.
so u want to hear a corny and dirty joke instead?
a corn rolled into the mud.
lolll.
taken from our dear cherny (:

and you think that is corny?
this is cornier! (points to cornea)
hahahaha get it!
yeap. x))
thats from viv.
who got it from some concert emcees.

lol

i feel like
being random today.
ultra random.
super ultra random.
extremely super ultra random.
unbelievably extremely super ultra random.
so i shall.

like posting paragraphs
of nicee song lyrics.
ultra nice.
super ultra nice.
extremely super ultra nice.
unbelievably extremely super ultra nice.
totally man.
yupp.

okay.
then again.
i changed my mind.
maybe just one.
cos i lazy.
ultra lazy.
super ultra lazy.
extremely super ultra lazy.
unbelievably extremely super ultra lazy.
yeah.

and i'll post that para at the end.
cos its cooler that way.
ultra cool.
super ultra cool.
extremely super ultra cool.
unbelievably extremely super ultra cool.

uh huh.
and thats all.
dont miss me too much.
ultra much.
super ultra much.
extremely super ultra much.
unbelievably extremely super ultra much.

because i rock alot.
ultra alot.
super ultra alot.
extremely super ultra alot.
unbelievably extremely ultra alot.

okk.
shall stop
being so wuliao.
ultra wuliao.
super ultra wuliao.
extremely super ultra wuliao.
unbelievably extremely super ultra wuliao.
((:

bye.
r0ck0nz.
x)

Things have changed for me; and thats okay.
I feel the same, im on my way. <3

rahhh!

2008-09-07T20:15:00.004+08:00

i. seriously. don't. know. how. to. do. ss. pt. argh. die. siah. so. im. going. to. take. my. dad's. ridiculous. idea. osim. had. better. work. o_O. and. fulstops. rock. ((: yeah. bye. then.

xoxo

2008-09-04T13:28:00.004+08:00

hello! vfd sleepover just ended! it was kinda a failure. like alot ppl nv come. but nvm. we had fun still!

went out with viv and co. ytd afternoon first. played arcade. watched money not enuf. then at the emotional part. viv went: "shud be blood not enuf la wahlao!" hahaha so anti-climax! i like burst out laughin when the whole cinema was like quiet cos is sad -_-" loll. uh huh. then went to her house. then decided that viv and co. will come to my house. so they did! met abby and ate superdog first tho. yea. then saw maria and some other juniors on the escalator! wheee (: oh and i got my uber fun psp game! yayyyy! thank you! lalala! so the rock la! x)

omg this is taking kinda long. okay. cut short. then kimmy came. made candles! had something like a cult thingy. and covered my fingers with wax and lighted them. damn nice lah! yea. then erm. decided to go seven eleven. for chips! to watch our horror movie on my dads laptop! so cheapskate right. owell. anw. fell from my bike with viv while riding. sowee pokk for all that bruises! ((: yupp. then abster put thattt painful ointment for me! rahh! oh and climbed the gate back into my house. haha then watched house of wax! damn gross la the murders and stuff. dumbass viv fell aslp. -_- Zzz whatever. then slept. then wake up. go macs. came back my house. learnt songs. o_O how to sing. haha they damn funny luh. xD uh huh. then they left.

heh. okay yayy so fast! summary skills! oh and yayyy for the 4 of us! kimmy! abby! viv! me! we rock your world and more! <333 loaddss! x)

oh and pandaa pokk! rmb our promise! hahaha and plss dont get hurt again okay! ((: lolx. in any case, u still got the ever so nice and dependable ME! xDD hehh im ego-ing. but yeshh u know i do it all again for u! SUCKER! <3!

anw. so tired. slept only like 3h. 6am to 9am. lol proded still can post quite alot. got chi tuition somemore later. 4pm. okay. shall sleep now ba. update photos or sth next time? tho i always say that but never one. hahahas. too bad! x) lol yup bye! r0ck0nz! lalala (:

2008-08-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! ((: lol today was cool man. gave ms ng this big big bouquet of soft toy roses. cos she rocks! she was like awww so sweet! x) and i rmb last year we gave her a HUGE bearrr! yayy so huggable! then everyone was like hugging it before we give her. all the sweat and dead skin cells and stuff. hahaha! oyeah and we also gave ms kum! bought like 5 shoes for her can! ((: so nice la. and so accurate somemore. fit her exactly. yayy! think she was really touched! and she say the gold one can wear for her dinner tonight. match the dress. (: whee. yupps. and gave all the other tchers too! except mr tan cos he not in sch )): lol

okay. after that. had THE HUNT. yayyyy it was kinda cool mann! the initiation or whatever its called was like an illegal gathering la. the ppl who walked pass all like o_O. oh plus we went around with hairbands on our forehead too! look retarded. anw lalalaa so we're now offically vfd-ers! haha <3!

yupp. then went out! with abby viv and xs (: go far east eat first. then cine. wanted to watch meet dave. but we were late for the 1230 one. then the next one was like 730. wth? so big gap right. so anw. we sian around abit. and guess who we saw? dont tell u! HA beat that man! xD

ok then go happy room! it was really hot and stuffy leh. lol oh and some stupid usher lady or wdv came then she was like what can i do for u? so in the end. couldnt stay there ): happy room is rejecting outsiders! awww! lol

yupp then decided to watch wall e (: its so cute! the cleaner robot oso! hahahaha damn funny. dunno why got ppl say lousy )): loll x) yeap.

then went heeren. and shopped. abit. i bought a coolios ring thats like a mini belt kinda thing. loll so can adjust the size of it to fit my finger! whee whee (: ya.

go starbucks. sit there talk for quite long. and we let xs and abster do the personality quiz that chern asked us ytd. loll its lame and not real i think. but yea. so anw. we were all like omggg wtsss. cos abby ah. cannot ask her do this kind of stuff one. she will have to analyse the situation. then ask a lot questions. consider all the factors. blah blah blah first. and then she and viv will like end up debating about it. etc -_- hahahaha i was like. ughhhhh get on with it! lolll x) then xs down there laughing. Zzz.

after that abby wanted her reese. so we go plaza sing carrefour find. for very long okay! x) dont haf. wahh i tell u walk so much. i leg tired liao. no strength. was lik complaining. hahaha so we went to eat at pizza hut abit. then go cocoa tree. saw reese o.O but it was 11 plus. too ex so never buy. lame huh. yea okay. then went home (:

on the mrt. at city hall we formed a plan to get on the train! like hold each other arms then i get on first, pull them along. cos a lot ppl mah. in the end ah. stupid xueshie! lousy one huh! failed. then the train went off with only me! sai right. lol so had to get off at bugis to wait for the next train. they were all like, loserrr! pokks. heh (x

oyeah and grace called me! (: yayyyness! abit the late. but nvm. lol and xs n abby ah so distracting. aiyo i end up not reallly paying attention to her. sowweee! x) oyeahh and u kan kai le huh! good ba ((: oh but just in case. xD its okay la yeahh! ((: think u can pass oneee! like u did for ur mock! =P yeapp! must stay happy k! cos i rock! (hahaha oops sorry out of point.) anw yarr. oh and being nice, i shall give u a new pickk too! AGAIN. pro luhh u. lose urs. AGAIN. the black one somemore eh! lolll waste my money+picks! xD hehh. lalalaa arent u touched. i just dedicated one long paragraph to u. whoaa. heh. (: okk enuf le ba x) lol yupp so it ends here! lurbbs euu worrhhxxxx! oh and seeya on tues! (happy travelling so farrr!) =DD wakakaa

uh huh. anw. then abby follow me to downtown east! cos she got chalet bbq! wheee. so got ppl to talk to! and accompany me waiting for the bus, etc! in exchange, i peii her leh! all the way to find the room and stuff. so nice right!

and came home. blah blah blah. blogging now. duh. okay. shall sleep soon. long day tmr. stupid sl. think i shall go x) since xs and viv need me so much right! xD hehh ego huh. too bad. thats me!

& now i realise i shouldnt let things like that bother me.
'cos i dont have to prove anything to anyone.
(words of wisdom siah. xie xie ni. =DD)

yea. thats all. so byeee! dont miss me yo! r0ck0nz! ((:

2008-08-27T21:49:00.001+08:00

sorry.

2008-08-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

hello.
using my dads com to blog.
since mine the keyboard arh.
screwed.
seriously need a new laptop!
and handphone!
the speaker and whatever siao liao la.
Zzz.
hahaa.

anw.
i aim to sleep at 1030 tonight!
HA beat that! ((:
so im just here to update a little only.

about how ppl were nice to me:

viv didnt get too pissed at me during rs today!
which was greattt!
lalalaa ((:

and abby wrote me a nice and sweet lil note!
thank youuu!
really cheered me up!
wheee!

and gracey pokk!
u everyday oso nice luhh rightt!
like me!
hehh x)

yupp! so thats that.
oh but my pri sch frens all dao me! ):
like sms, msn, whatever.
ask them about tchers day mah.
Zzz. lolll
o_O

okay anw.
ponned guitar today.
went out with abby and viv.
they were buying and doing vfd stuff.
so i was like just tagging along doing nth.
pretend im not there kinda thing.
cos im not supposed to know.
tho abby says i will, soon!
so okay! (:
loll

oh and i got scolded for missing guitar.
by mum.
great man.
Zzz. nvmm.
hahaa

lalala 301 found a blog.
thats like kinda funny.
imitating some tchers.
loll die la if its found out.
hahahaa but owell (:

oh and i thinkk i died for chem.
like can do the qns.
but most likely wrong?
how stupid is that.
blehh.
i dont want chem tuition!
rahhh.

i think typing like this uses up alot of space.
so the post looks very long!
when actually its not.
but whatever.
so i shall go now (:
yeapp.
miss me k!
bye!

the end!

MY KEYBOARD ISH SPOILED!

2008-08-25T16:54:00.005+08:00

argh so irritating.
my keyboard sth wrong.
alot letters cant type.
the keys sth wrong.
then have to copy and paste the alphabets from somewhere else in.
Zzz
okay lets identify which are spoilt!

ACDEFGIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXZ

that leaves us with 'b', 'h', 'y' and all the arrow key up down left right buttons spoiled. pissifying! rahh!

do u want to see how my sentences look like with the missing letters?

ok i sall tpe witout te letters.
and good luck to u tring to figure out wat i saing.
xDD
or else so troulesome for me la. Zzz.

anw. te 3 SAs toda were okk la. (:
lalalaa
ut got cem tmr!
can u understand wats tat!
its cemistr!
loll if u can.
good for u! x)

eapp.
and i avent stud et.
at all.
plus i got like 9/40 for m retest te second time.
and im still ere logging.
stuff wic alf of it cant e understood.
lol
ow pro am i.
x))

owell.
oka.
anw.
toda te mrt trip ack ome was funn. (:
i laz to tpe out.
anoter time lo.
wen m freaking kes someow can work again or someting!

n tere are like some words i like totall cant tpe.
cos noting appears.
or at least it doesnt make sense.

like 'haha'.
it comes out as - aa.

and like 'bb'.
it comes out as - .
noting tere one.

Zzz
so dumass.
qi si wo le.

loll oka
zai jian (:

hello there(: the angel from my nightmare!

2008-08-24T18:33:00.011+08:00

- house phone rings -
me: hello?
dad: hello cheryl can u hear me?
me: err ya.
dad: ok good good. bye.
me: huhh. ehh wait! where-
mum: (in the backgrd) wo jiang!
mum: hello cheryl. no we try the phone only. bye.
- puts down phone -
me: wts???

how dumbass is that!
i was like trying to ask a question?
omg. Zzz.
loll i was like wth-ing to myself.
gay shit lah.
hahaa. x)

oh oh i ponned all my tuition today!
ytd also!
tho i still end up not mugging much!
blehh screwed.

and yeahh mann yesterday evening/night was happy! ((:
cos everythings alrightt again!
thank YOU! <3!>
and the yellow/black pick project!
lalalaa.
hehh =DD

eeee tmr is D-day 2!
another 3 SAs in a row.
and ss is like so gonna killllllllll me.
ughhh.
just called gracey pokk to give her crash course.
and realised i dunnnoooo anythinggggg about grcs!
rahhhh!
hahaa anw.
two hours siah!
ear pain liaoo ((:
and she says im a good tcher!
yayyyy!
i demand a tchers day present pokk!
xDDD

whoo hoo i rock.
bye.

& we had nothing to hide; in the beginning.

2008-08-23T14:38:00.003+08:00

hello.
im like blogging.
again.
o_O
its known as displacement reaction in animals.
as mr lim says.
coolios mann (:
loll.

i love this paragraphing.
makes each of my sentences feel so impactfull. xD
hahaha.
i rock.

anw. i gave up on ss.
went to physics.
which is okay ba.
at least the reading my notes part.

but i just tried some questions.

and died.

dunno how to apply.

whatever formulas there are.

got like so many la.

lol.

oh oh theres this funny slide.
by thiock i think (:
the question is:

If 2 pieces of iron of the same weight falls from a height of 1m and 2m respectively, and both hit your head (how unlucky!), which will hurt more?

know what the answer is?
your headd!
hahahahahaa damn lame lahh!

okay, anyway.
you know what.
i just decided to post a paragraph of nicee song lyrics!
a part of which also happens to be the title of this post.
o_O
loll.
joy.
heh here goes:

I swear I never meant to let it die;
I just don't care about you anymore.
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try,
I just don't care about you anymore.

its let it die by 3dg! (:

yupps.
thats all.
zai jian.

Social Studies Suckssss (SSS)

2008-08-23T07:08:00.002+08:00

omg.
ss is totally killing me.
for every note/ws that i read, i fall asleep for half and hour.
hows that man.
seriously.
sheesh.

woke up at like 430am today.
irregular timing huh.
just couldnt go back to sleep.
so owell.
weird.
Zzz.

haha.
im starting to enjoy typing in sentences.
like this.
kinda coolios (:
wheee

okay.
shall go mug somemore.
and sleep even more.
lolll.
mayb update again on my progress (or the lack of it) later ba.
bye.

holy shit.

2008-08-22T19:50:00.005+08:00

i realise i have problems organising my thoughts.
like sometimes i dunno what to do.
how to respond.
and even how i feel at all.

it kinda sucks.
to be so easily confused.
ugh.

not just bubbly.
i need to be ICY.
maybe i should start cutting too.

hahaa (:

Lets Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster!

2008-08-20T22:29:00.007+08:00

I scream into the night for you;
Don't make it true,
Don't jump.

The lights will not guide you through,
They're deceiving you!
Dont jump.

Don't let memories go,
Of me and you.
The world is down there out of view.
Please don't jump!
Don't jump!

And if all that can't hold you back;
I'll jump for you...

hahaa aww so nice right! (: thats Don't Jump by Tokio hotel. damn nice la! ((: wheee but me and xueshie agree the lyrics kinda over dramatic! lol x) i like listening to alot of nice songs now. like lying is the most fun a girl can have oso! abit long time ago one la i know. but whatever la ppl slow cannot ah! hahaa x)

oyeah. vloke pokk! dont sad k! ((: lolll jiayou next time ba! and at least u got ur excuse to not go guides! wakakaka x) <3!>

gracey pokk too! scare me in guitar ytd siah u so sudden. hahaa x) u finally manage to break free le ma! dont let it affect u too much anymore le la okk! (: <3!>

blahh got titration tmr! ahhh my chem sucks! hahaa but shud be okay ba cos only the experiment thing. calculations on another day (: heh. yeap i shall go study whatever there is! bye!

& will you dance to this beat;
and hold a lover close.

2008-08-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

hello. i think a blog is kinda lame. there are just some stuff u cant post here loh. but owell. ((= anw, i finally finished my lit pt! and handed in today! late. so minus 5 marks )): hahaa but ms ng was really nice about it so thats okay. (: then helped squek do hers abit. ehh bastard! tmr u better tell me that u handed in today le horhh! hahaa all the 'thou art' thingy was getting to my head! and i still give u so many ideas! hehh. ((= yeap.

and today was actually kinda weird. stoned throughout all the lessons. but in between them and stuff always get superrr highh. lol. doing all sorts of gay and retarded stuff lo. funnnesss! x) hahaa oh oh after english. yujia was talking to the mrs l. about the hitler book thingy. then i was talking to xs when i heard my name being mentioned. loll so i was like 'uhhh i get the feeling i need to go!' then chionggggg to the door. wahlao eh almost made it outt of the class okay! then she called me. i was like ughhhh wtssss! hahaa yujia! must be trying to get back at me for wrapping the string around u right! lol oyea that one was damn funny. strung a whole group of ppl together. then when yujia had to move to the com, everyone had to follow. hahahaha! xD

oh oh after school! was planning to go with xs pokk to watch movie, then managed to find mag! to go with us! yayy (: thanks pokk! sacrifice ur sleep for us! whee so niceee! hahaa. ate at pastamania. then visited our happy room! ommggg it is the loveeee ((: apparently i was the one who found it and stuff, like a year ago. but i dont have any memory of it o_O which is weird. cos how could i forget such a coolios place mann! YAYY OUR HAPPY ROOM ROCKS! x)) and dont ask what it is! cos its a secret! shhh! hehh xDD lalalaaa okay anw. slackkedd around there. then went watch dark knight. xs watch before le. so she watch again anw. then could turn to her for help cos very hard to understand it! loll the movie was damn long la. but good! so nvmm! then we spent our wholeee taxi trip home analysing the movie! like the themes and stuff! its uber gothic lit siahhhh. felt very professional oso! cos we came up with so many WOW points! hehh x)) shall type it out some day. ms ng will be so proud of us lahh! yupps.

lol thats about it (: shall stop le. i planned to sleep by 930 loh! and its 858 now! muahahaa im early! =DD k byeee! r0ck0nz!

2008-08-10T17:44:00.005+08:00

TOMORROW IS D DAY! 3 SAs in a row. the school crazy one la. and im still blogging. wtss. hahaa owell. gonna fail tmr anw. ugh. lol (: lalala oh oh to follow up my previous post. apparently chi pt was good! hahaa (: yayy! lol me and viv were like expecting it to be boring and stuff. plus we forgot alot of lines. but at the end chen lao shi was like, actually i dont want to give comments one, but really very good! qi yuan, first time hear u say so much chi! u use tape recorder play out one ah! loll wthhh. haha (: anw yayy! so glad its over la. but tmr! arghhh.

oh oh i just rmbed a funny convo. that time we went to airport t3. me, grace, xs and viv. hahaa

viv (ithink): whats terminal 3 like ah. new one right.
me: yarrr there got alot glass everywhere! coolios mann!
xs: yeaah. cos we're soooo DEPRIVED of glass.

hahahahaa xs damnnn cuteee luhhh u! lolll funnyyyy the way she said it. ((: now still laughing over it cann! =P

告诉我怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候
不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂
我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我你舍得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就先流

haha thats gao su wo by tang yu zhe! omggg it rocks like hell (: wheee but too bad the voice only version not out yet! ): the mp3 one i haf now is like got voices from the show oneee. yeapp okayy i shall go study physics. ahh. bye =))

2008-08-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

ahhhh chi oral tmr! randomly choose on the spot oneee! and me and viv still cant rmb alottt of the script!!!!!! howwwww! shall pray that we're not chosen! wont so sui ba! hahaaa x) owell. shall see how it turns out! =P blahh. wish us luck! okk! byeee!

2008-08-04T21:02:00.018+08:00

hello (: loadsa funny stuff recently actually. lol but never blog. aww. and now im lazy to type them all out. anw. i told myself im gonna study/ do pt today! like viv! so i shall! haaa! just here to leave a quote from the vid during cle: "i love you, because i love you." thats like the dumbest thing u can say? lolll the whole class burst out laughing. hahahahahaa gayy shittt.

WAKE UP!
IM POUNDING ON THE DOOR.
IM NOT THE MAN I WAS BEFORE
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!
WHEN I NEED YOU!

WAKE UP!
IM POUNDING ON THE DOOR.
I WONT HURT YOU ANYMORE
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!
WHEN I NEED YOU!

chorus of wake up by 3DG ((: think the tune very cute! the drums or sth? loll okk byeee x)
~~& i'll just ignore the pain i feel inside. as always. (:~~

2008-07-28T20:35:00.005+08:00

omyword. tokio hotel's singer is a guy! are you freaking serious. okay crap. i always thot is a girl. somemore sound so girl. especially in monsoon! ahhh wthh. anw. heard it from xs and squek today. so unbelievable! lol okay but their songs kind of rockkk lehh! and bill's hair is so cool! exploding one siah! conclusion: theyre still niceee! yayy! (: lol

yupp okay shall post lyrics and go le. (: didnt really feel like blogging lo. but need to revive my blog hahaa.

CHECK YES JULIET

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever we'll be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.

Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me
You and me
You and me

wakaka think the countdown part (in bold) is sooo cuteee! loll kk i shall go do english speech! haaa! byeee (:

[edit]

okayy just found out from gracey pokk we gonna get a third tcher ic for guitar! wthhh are they serious. need so many for what. we got two dying le! lolll x) sheesh la. hahaa

oh oh and yayy xs! we rockk! loll ((: xueshie pokk! and poke the vloke(ptv)! and bunny nee nee! and ling a ding! and squeak! and im koko! yeahhh mannzzz all so cute! muahahaha xDD
okk r0ck0nz siah!

2008-07-17T17:31:00.004+08:00

yoo! whee finally going out tmr! hahaa after so many days of stoning at home but not doing hw. >_< loll yeapp. anw heres a lame convo me and gracey pokk had today. heh. to add on to the one she posted on her blog! hahaha x)

#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhh
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhh
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhh (this is so lame)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh (yea kinda)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhh (lameo pokk)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh (so shud we stop)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (aberden)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh (then u still continue)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhh (then u still continue)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 says:
uh huh (okay fine u stop first)
grace; ♥ incomplete said:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (u stop first)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (u first)
grace; ♥ incomplete said:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhh (duh u first luhh)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (why duhhh me first huh)
grace; ♥ incomplete said:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (coz duhh duhh u first mahh)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (dude this is so gay haha)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (im babe okkk.yeahh dude this is chao gay)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (im hunk okkk. lol then how leh. gay shit.)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( hahaha.be a hunk n stop this gay shit!)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (lol wthh! haha okayy stop. seriously)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( stop!)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (stop!)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (u stop!)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (no u stop!)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (ur the hunk!u stop!)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (erm ure the babe! ladies first!)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (GAY SHIT.)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (totally.)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (STOP LUH)
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
uh huh (OKAY LUH)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
uh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (THEN STOP!)
grace; ♥ incomplete says:
loll
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
hahahaa
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
finally
#1 r0ck0nz! #1 said:
lol

yeahh. lol gay shit huh. xP owell. die la.called vivien then realised got so many hw and stuff undone. like 17? ugh. oh and seriously. theres sth so wrong with my house's reception that i have to seat on my table by the window to talk to her. then halfway thru the lamp or whatever just freaking DROPPED ON ME. ughh. wtssss. lol yeaa. okay gtg park. again -_- yar bye!

& the truth
Is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt...

2008-07-16T13:54:00.011+08:00

yooo. shall post on the past few days!

mon
alastair bought zippo! his got confiscated in school! gay shit luh. apparently someone tell the tcher, then they go look thru his bag. lol but heng he buy another one for me! so we could play with it. haha. zippo rocks la can do cool stuff like pour it all over the pavement in the park. and then set it on fire. damn funny. then there was this downtown east doctor who was jogging towards us. the one who refused to let me buy mc. -_- but whatever. so me and alastair were like oh shittt. then put out the fireee quick quick. hahaa then she coming nearer. so alastair was like. "ermm cheryl! so what u want to eat later ah!" then i was like "uhh uhh pizza hut!" impromptu fake out some crap. wakakaa.

loll anw after that we started playing with fireballs. but use zippo to make fireballs cannot. chaooo hot siahh. loll so i dropped it and the fire ball rolled to my butt. then i was like arghhh. jump onto the grass patch. wl eh alastair still laugh laugh laugh siah. say i shud have take that blooper! cos he was videoing a burning leaf with my phone. idiot.

hahaa okk then my mum and her fren came. we quickly play some music then pretend to be talking. oyeaa. before that they damn pro. cos is my mum force me go park one. say must exercise. so me and alastair were saying we go there play fire. then guess what. after that we realised they were tailing us or sth! come spot check la wl. yeahh so we had to runnn after all. lolll. gay shit luh.

okk then we went to downtown east! wanted to buy nail polish remover for fireballs! but watsons didnt have. aww man. lol oyea! me and alastair were lame-ing about. damn funny. lol

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alastair: i dont want go in to buy nail polish remover with u. wait ppl think i gay siah.

me: aiyaa u can pretend u dunno me mah.

alastair: okay lo. then when u buying nail polish remover i go to the counter there with u and say " why u buying ah. want play with fire right."

me: yeahh. then i will wave my lighter around and go "do i look like i will play fire huh. want die issit!"

alastair: "dont want"

me: "ill kill u anw!"

alastair: "try."

me: "ass."

me: oh oh then we go " aiya want play fire oso play with this right!" and take out our zippo and slam on the counter!

both of us: scare the cashier person! hahahahaha!
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loll yeahh. anw we were saying that fire really rocks la. why so many ppl dont like. Zzz. okay then we went aranda. play games! then really went pizza hut and eat! loll (: then go home lo. oh yar. then at night. we set my toilet seat on fire with zippo! yeahh mannz! but it became chao ta afterwards. so me, alicia and amelia went into this frenzy trying to clean away then burn marks. and later on me and alastair went outside a while. then go back into my room. we were like omyshit the toilet got damnn alott of smoke. and the smell of zippo or wdv chaoo strong. loll. so quick quick go open the windows and sprayed hair spray all over the place. but in the end the floor become chao oily so my mum had to wipe it. and we got scolded anw. loll but heng she never find out about the toilet seat ba.

tues
whoa ytd was chao sian. shant talk about it. since theres nth to say anw! hahaa
.
wed

okay today. dads on leave! but they went to the hospital again. owell. so now im like supposed to do my lit fa. which was due ytd by the way. loll (: yeah. so bye! hahaa gay shit. almost the whole of this post is about mon. yeap. shall go soon. after i post song lyrics! yayy(: this songs by sum 41!

MOTIVATION

Whats the difference of never knowing at all?

When every step I take is always too small.

Maybe its just something I cant admit but lately,

I feel like I dont give a shit.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations dont know how to take them.

Inspirations getting hard to fake it.

Concentrations never hard to brake it.

Situation never what you want it to be.

Whats the point of never making mistakes?

Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to brake.

Its all just a waste of time in the end.

I dont care so why should I even pretend.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations dont know how to take them.

Inspirations getting hard to fake it.

Concentrations never hard to brake it.

Situation never what you want it.

Nothings new, everythings the same.

It keeps on dragging me down, its getting kind of lame.

Im falling further behind, theres nothing to explain.

No matter what you say nothing s gonna change my mind.

Cant pretend on doubt until the end.

It seems like leaving friends has become

This years trend and though I cant pretend.

Its not the same but whos to blame,

For all those stupid things I never said.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations dont know how to take them.

Inspirations getting hard to fake it.

Concentrations never hard to brake it.

Situation never what you want it to be.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations dont know how to take them.

Inspirations getting hard to fake it.

Concentrations never hard to brake it.

Situation never what you want it to be.

Never what you want it to be.

yeap. for those of you who cant seem to even get the motivation (like the title says) to start ur work or wdv. like me x) okk bye!

2008-07-13T22:17:00.005+08:00

heyy(: haha. dunno where to start. okay shall start from ytd. at night went arcade with my cousins! yeahhh mann! it helps to haf downtown east just beside ur house! loll x) anw before that played with fire! and videoed everything down. chao cool one! oh oh we were like gonna spray the flammable thingy into the fire, so will haf flamethrower. then alastair was like standing right under the security camera. smartass. loll. so we were like. camera on top! haha. then he was like oyaaaarrr! then walk two steps forward. then sprayyyy! wthh righttt. lolll gay shittt! xDD

yeapp. haha anw. at the arcade. played like 20bucks worth of bball! yeaa mann! hahaa. me and ah boy play one booth then mei mei and baby play another. then the two of them ah. dunno how to throw then anyhow one. the balls were like flying and rolling everywhere lahh! zomggg. hahaaa somemore so many ppl watching! me and alastair were like, ughh we dunno them siahh! lollll xD okayy then took neos! had loads of niceee poses! yeaa mann. yupp and go home loh.

then my parents were out visiting my grandfather in the hospital. oh mann so sad la. ): ye ye please please get well soon k! i noe u can! =) yupp. anw. so i could talk to pandaa pokk on the phone for quite longg! whee wheee =P

and blah blah blah. i suddenly lazy to blog liao. maybe next time! wahahaa so heres the vid! enjoy!

heh coolios huh! kk bb! x)

2008-07-12T01:11:00.006+08:00

okay. i cant believe it. todays friday. i got no hw and whatever. i got lack of sleep from the past two days. and guess what im doing now. at this unearthly hour. hahaa (: okay so its not very late. but im kinda tired la. loll.

whoa today ah. or shud i say ytd. x) woke up late. so went to sch late. then chionggg siah. cos supposed to hand in bio pt first thing in the morning. loll. heng mr lim chao nice loh. pass to him he just say okay no prob. yayyness xD haha. and the rest of the day was kinda sian. as usual. then after school stay back to pei kim! ((: lol cos she begged me to ok! hahaa x)) wait till 3 plus. she go for math pt then i go home myself. how nice am i huh! x)) lol.

oh and to gracey! cheer up! must smilee lahh! loll dont emo too much le! i buy u more after 8 chocs k! hahaa feel like i talking to a small kid! HA beat that! anw. cant wait for fri yeahh. sentosa! whee whee! and no im shant go into the sea! loll x) so ugh. haha. stand there watch u all loh! =P hehh. yeapp. <3!>

oh oh let me tell u. syn gates of A7X is my new guitar hero! wakaka coolios mann he! hahaa see i got pictures!

alrighttt mann! he totally rocks his solos lahh! like seize the day one! and stuff. woo hoo! r0ck0nz yo! kk shall end on this cooll highh note huh! bye! ((=

2008-07-10T21:36:00.006+08:00

helloo! muahahaaa guess whos blog i just invaded! loll dontt tell u! HA! anww. whoaa i rock man. got extension from mr lim for bio pt! yayayyy! okayy fine alot of other ppl got too. but still. coolness yo! cos the school printer down so cant print! hehh. so next time we need extension! lets wreck the school printer! wakakaa! yeahh mann! loll x)) owell. but the bad part is. i tonight still have to do bio pt somemore! the group one la. (oh and good job huiying and vivien doing it! thanks ah u two put in so much effort! lol okk today my turn to help edit it yeaa! yeapp you guys rockk! <3!>) after chionging my indiv one till 5am yesterday. ughh. pro rightt! xD haha then today came back home. freaking tired. so just collapsed on my bed and slepttt! till now! wheee (:

hahaha omg funny. just came across this - "If you're a vegetarian just to be nice to animals, then why are you eating their food?" gayy shittt. lolls.

oyeaa. vivien bao bei im sorry i forgot to print the rs thingy which u stayed up to do till 3am! i noe u were pissed with me luhh rightt! hahaa sorry pokk! forgive me? x)) hehh. oyar. rs today was actually not bad. yappy was rather nice today. then smile at us with her cute cute teeth! altho i was actually telling her that i didnt bring the survey thingy. whoaa today she good mood huh. yayy (: and to my bastard! x) lolx hope everything was okay today huh. didnt get to see u after chem! heh. =P

owell i shall go do ss pt now ba. tho im actually kinda sleepy again ): ughh. nvmm jiayou jiayou me! hahaas xDD okk byeee (: r0ck0nz!

& every time i look for you; the sun goes down.

2008-07-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

quiz from yunhua's blog. again. thanks! owe ya loadds huh! haha x)

1 EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
yeahh. and its not spoiled yet! wakaka x))

2 THINGS YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
ermm food i guess? lol

3 LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
whoaa cool. i just ate a papaya too! like yunhua. woww. loll

4 WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Singapore (:

5 WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
eh. dunno leh. hahaa

6 CAN YOU COOK?
yeaahhh. kindaa ba.

7 LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
everythingg! x)

8 HATE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
nothing! x))

9 CAN YOU SING?
not really. ):

10 DO YOU SMOKE?
noo. but i haf lighters! and they rockk! as contrary to pandaa pokk's belief! muahaha beat that yo!

11 PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
can i have both! =)

12 DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
yeaaahhh!

13 WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?
my phones outside leh. lazy to take. haha

14 CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
nope

15 CAN YOU SWIM?
yeah.

16 FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
ben and jerrys new york super fudge. whee

17 WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
err 9am. two alarms beside my bed rang at the same time and my uncle came in saying 'jiu dian le'! how could i not wake up huh.

18 WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
tuition, slack, blah blah blah. nth much ba.

19 DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
yeaahh. loadsa ppl! ((:

20 DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
as if i will tell u right! hahaa

21 DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
nope.im single child! yayy!

22 WHAT'S YOUR OPINION ON PREMARITAL SEX?
uhmm im okay with it? loll dunno.

23 WHO IS YOUR CLOSEST COUSIN?
haha got a quite a few! =P

24 WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
using the com?

25 IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
blackk! its cool! hehh

26 FAVORITE DAY?
holiDAY! loll

27 ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
duhh! x) i think. haha

28 HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
bu zhi daoo.

29 WHERE DO YOU USUALLY WATCH MOVIES?
at cinema luh.

30 TIRED OF WHAT?
homework!

31 FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE?
my room lo.

32 HAPPIEST HOUR OF YOUR DAY (today)?
ermm. today was mostly stoned lo. haha

33 WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT?
mango rules!

34 DO YOU WISH YOU CAN BE A PILOT SOMEDAY?
yeaahh its quite cool! loll

35 WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR PANTS?
dunno what colour u call that. loll

36 IS YOUR COMPUTER IN YOUR BEDROOM?
uh huh. laptop ma. can be anywhere lo

37 IS YOUR HAIR LONG OR SHORT?
long

38 DO YOU LIKE GOING TO THE SUPERMARKET?
ok ok ba.

39 HOW MUCH IS YOUR ALLOWANCE FOR ONE MONTH?
ughh. dont talk about it. just got cut damn alottt recently )):

40 HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO FIX YOUR HAIR?
around 5 to 15 minutes? hehh

41 WHERE DID YOU LAST GO?
didnt go out of my house today. lolll. oyea horh. just realised.

42 WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST THIS MORNING?
noodles. my uncle cooked for me! yayy!

43 WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT?
erm. dont rmb liao

44 DO YOU SLEEP ALONE?
yea! on my big big bed! wheee! oh but today my dads sleeping with me! cos my mums fren came. loll

45 WHO IS BESIDE YOU NOW?
my dad. Zzz

46 WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU TOUCHED BEFORE YOU WENT ON THE COMP?
think it was my electric guitar.

47 WHO'S THE MOST AMAZING GUY/GIRL YOU KNOW?
myself! loll x))

kk bb! hahaa

2008-07-07T18:35:00.006+08:00

ugh. okay. got chi tuition later. supposed to write out the chi pt speech for yang lao shi. and i didnt. i smsed her to say i only did the outline. which we actually did last lesson. but at least it sounds like i did some hw huh. x) heh. owell. anw. she smsed me back- i'll look into this problem later. blehh. sounds ominous huh. dieee siahh. shit luhh. how how? Zzz okay nvm i shall go find so statistics for it at least i guess. hehh.

tmr is be yourself day. what to wear ah. then viv say she lazy find clothes then wear sch u. i actually feel like doing that too. but gracey is strongly against it. so hmm. how? haha another how. haha see la so many probs.

okay anw today. youth day. ughh. i think i grew older a few years instead. doing all the stupid hw and trying to chiong out a receipe for the freaking bio pt. great man. just great. loll but well at least it was a day off for us to do all our hw. o_O hehh.

oh oh i think blink 182 songs are all quite niceee! and sum 41! =)) yayy. lolll and im suddenly in love with seize the day again! cos i tried learning the solo part again today. haha coolness la. xPP
lalala shall post a chinese song's lyrics for a change tho. kinda sad and slow song. from KO One. ((:

保护色- 苏亦承

想对你说的
让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐

想要给你的
他先给你了
从此只能负荷
寂寞和爱本来能分隔

祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责

路越走越曲折
不能回头了

能伤害我的
都是我爱的
还保护什么?
还保护什么?!!

祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责
爱你是天责...

loll yupp. got some greatttt lines in there. coolios siahh x))

yeahh okayy its 659pm now. got 1 hour 1 mins to chiong whatever stuff i haf to for chi. shud be can ba! loll. i sound more confident than i am. but whatever. shall try! perservere! with all the piles of undone/overdue hw from school and stuff too. ughh. okay bye >.<

& shoot me dead.

2008-07-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

okayy im actually supposed to be doing bio pt. but i still ended up going to ppl's blogs. like yunhua's. and i felt like doing a quiz. so guess what happened. x)) loll

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
okayy... found it. now what? lolll x)

2 . Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
a chair. loll

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
dont rmb lehh. quite long ago since i watch tv le. haha see so guai

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
9pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9.05pm. yayyy! hahaa

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
aircon blowing, my typing, and zhang dong liang's song playing from my com.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
erm just now. had tuition at tll

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Yun hua's blog. loll

9. What are you wearing?
a cool blue shirt that says 'you can stand under my umbrella' (think its lyrics from umbrella right) and jeans shorts. loll

10. Did you dream last night?
yeaahh. about being attacked by cockroaches when running down the stairs away from fire i think. )): so scary

11. When did you last laugh?
at tuition ba. laugh at wei zhi. loll

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
erm nothing? hahaa

13. Seen anything weird lately?
kindaa? lolll dunnoo. haha

14. What do you think of this quiz?
its dumb but im doing it anw. haha

15. What is the last film you saw?
ermm fan gun ba dan chao fan. if its considered. lolll x)) jiro rocks.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
(the politically correct answer would be: i will donate it to charity. right? haha) but this is my blog, so well: EVERYTHING. wakakaa

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
who are you? loll x) erm stuff i dont want tell u la duh. stoops. haha

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
ermm flood the place with chocs! yeahhh mann! xD

19. Do you like to dance?
not really? hahaa

20. George Bush:
huhh. whattt? o_O

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
cheryl! cos that name so rocks mann! xD loll

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ermm some cool name ba. dunnoo. hehh

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
maybe. haha but i still like singapore best. =P

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
r0ck0nz! wakakaaa

uh huh thats for my second post today! whee ((:

2008-07-06T19:49:00.009+08:00

heyy! haha reverbere 08 guitar concertt yesterday rockkedd huhh! xDD whee whee good jobb everybody! oh oh saw many seniors who came back for our concert! realised i really missed them mann! yayy =P yeahh but i shant type special dedications to specific ppl like gracey pokk did. hehh i lazyy! but yarr! r0ck0nz k you all! every single one of u out there reading this! (which is probably not many tho) and thanks mr chua, teachers, principals, seniors, batchmates, juniors, families, friends, audiences, non-audiences, etccc who made the concert a successss! loll x))

anw. im actually here to post lyrics. cos just feel like it lo. xPP coolios song by bullets for my valentine!

TEARS DONT FALL

Let's go!!!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?!

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screamin,
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?!

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home

OH!... YEAH!!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time!

LET'S GO!

[Guitar solo]

Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?!

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come... Better!!!

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscious calls the guilty to come home...

oh oh me and viv agree that the mv is cool mann! esp the girl! near the end of the mv. she super got style one lohh! wakaka its the love yo!

yeaapp kk! buhh byee!

2008-07-04T21:29:00.003+08:00

yooooo mannnnnn! lalala im bored. haha can tell right! x) Zzz owell. whatever. hehh. vivien loke dao meeee! on msn. pokkk luhh! haha oh oh yeaaa. we have this stop the vivien lameness campaign!

cos yesterday me and xs pok decided that its her fault that:
1) we end up scolding u want die issit? AI PA ah?
2) we become lamer and lamer everyday
3) we keep using the word 'gay' damn alottt noww since its the only word to describe her!

HAHAHA vlokeee you gaydiator! loll yeaa so our remedy is to stick with master nee nee and learn the arttt of stoning! so we wont be affected by vloke the pokk! yeahhh mann. but guess what. nicole u dumbass. oh so nicely never come today huh! on the first day of our campaign somemore! purposely oneee issit! sheeshhh. loll ((:

oh mann tmr is guitar concert! shall practice laterrr! and wake up all the sleeping neighbours! lolll xP yeaapp jia yous everyone tmr kk! =P and pandaa pokk! (haha just realised its pp in short form! hehh) good luck for entertainer! you can do it! dont stage fright too muchh horhh! hahaaa oh by the way thanks ahh today let me go home firstt! yayy u rockk mann! make it up to u next time! =D

haha yupps. thats all lerrr! byee ppl! r0ck0nz! ((:
& its as if u all dont trust me at all. the same thing happens again and again. it hurts too much for me to care anymore. so be it. Zzz.

2008-07-02T19:12:00.008+08:00

yoo! haha coolness i tell u. everyone at dance concert. then me and chern hwee online only out of all the rgs contacts. mostly luhh. loll xD

oyeaaa CP! haha dont be so down on urself luhh! x) dont give up! everyone has to fail to succeed mahh! jiayous mann! u can do it for comps! cos ure good! and you knoww u are! yeshh cpr our worldd! xP oh oh u can think of me in front of u and chiong fasterrrr too! xDD hehh. yupp we're cheering for u k! go go go! ((:

hmm today chionged alot of rs! very productive can! muahaha! then helped viv choose her clothes for dance concert! it was not bad lehh! rightt vlokeee! =PP haha oh yeahhh waiting for ur stories tmr k! x))

okk yeapp. thats about it. bye! haha

[edit]

oh yayy yayyy! i FINALLY got my psp backk! my mum finally return siahh. just only haha but also cant play in school term. wts. loll

2008-06-29T20:41:00.020+08:00

hello. oman i cant upload photos. thanks to stupid blogger. and its page cannot be displayed thingy. Zzz owell nvmm. next time ba! loll. okk now i shall go study chem! for that pointless test just to prove that we studied in the hols or sth. like whatever can. heh. yeapp. and still got lit fa to do. ahhh i havent read taming of the shrew. crapp. yarrr byee!

oh oh n vote zhenling as head prefect! shes the raffleZHEN of the next ZHENeration! wakakaa sounds cool huhh! yayy (: oh and pandaa pokk! see im dedicating a paragraph to u! :P must be strong kk! we're all behind you! anything can just talk to us! dont emo urself! and xin yao si ren bu yao si! ahaha jiayou jiayou! u can do it! everything will be over soon yeaaa! loves!

hmm k i go liaoo. seeyas! =DD

uhh the pictures just suddenly popped out? wts? oh oh noe whats wts? i came up with it myself! its What The Shit! yayy! loll. anw it seems blogger doesnt want me to go off so soon! haha so here are the photos! whee wheee xPP

loll see what happens when you have boring lessons in school. think it was physics. Zzz

cool couple symbol! hahaha
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New York in learning lab! hehh. math class luhh (:hmm whats cherny eating huhh. tskk. ohh look must be the chocs below! here it comes! again! hehh xD

FIVE! .
FOUR!
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THREE!
.
TWO! .
ONE!

.
ZERO!

.
BLAST OFF!!!

wahahahahahha! okkayyy yeahhh fineee chernyy pokkk! so it was my lame idea this time! loll to use the beans oness! whee whee xDD yupp thats all for noww! shall go lerr! seriously this timee. hehh zai jiann!

2008-06-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

yozz! (: so happy im gonna leave early from cca tmr! to go for superband thing! coolness huh! support INK! my e guitar tchers band (: yayy! heh. oh yea im going for the raffles string thing on thurs. and im supposed to remind cc about it so she can consider whether to come anot. loll. yeaaa so heres ur reminder! x))

okayy and i also needa do a feww other stuff. lets list it out! =P
1) bring 2 photos so i can get my new school activity card and house card
2) bring clothes to change out into for tmr's superband thingy
3) return ah boy his pencil case
4) return jason $2.20 (thanks btw!)
5) start studying for chem retest or whatever its called which is on friday!
6) practice guitar pieces for the concert on 5th july!
7) prepare money to pay yang lao shi
8) whatever other stupid school stuff there is? (alliteration! wahaha)
9) andd etcc! Zzz dun rmb lerr.

owell okayy. who cares. im gonna watch avatar first! thanks jiya for introducing it to me! hahas xPP im addicted noww! wheee ((: byeee

2008-06-19T00:19:00.003+08:00

last day of hols! stupid la the school cut our holiday. and i cant find any of my hw and ws before the hols one. blahh siann.

oh today went airport t3! with a whole grp of ppl. me abby viv supposed to do rs luhh. but end up stoned around. okay at least i did. the rest of them do hw i think. i was playing my find the numbers book! whee ((: yeas.

lalala listening to xiao shou la da shou now. brings back some memories. so did talking to pandaa pokk ytd. heh. going back through time is cool yo! lols x)) okk shall sleep now. wuliaoo post huh. haha byee ((:

2008-06-14T22:39:00.006+08:00

hellos =D oh look chocolates! x))

FIVE!

FOUR!

THREE!

TWO!

ONE!

ZERO!

BLAST OFF!!!

hahaha that was cherny's lameee idea during tll mathh!

wheeeeee byeeeeee ((:

2008-06-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

just here to post lyrics for a song by A7X! its the lovee mannz! ((=

A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN

Before the story begins, is it such a sin
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities came true
I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears
(ha hahahahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it!!

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect
I've never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on and on and on
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart,
At least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeahh
But baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done
I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart
At least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeahh
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"Yes, I do"
"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"I do"
"I now pronounce you"'

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart
At least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeahh
But baby don't cryy...

yeahh kinda vulgar but its cooll and nicee! whee okk bye :D

2008-06-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

oh great. my mum is abit the lame. she brought me a notebook. then ask me write that i promise to read the newpapers later for 30 mins. and sign. o_O ugh. haha whatever can.

lalala hmm kays thursday. had chi tuition in the morn. then meet viv at tampines mrt. bought long johns then went to her house. then abby came. brought her jellyfish from east coast! hahaha the one that stung amanda. lol. played with it. oh oh and watched some weird tv program. the magician damn freaky. put the choc balls into his ear then it come out thru his eyes. omg la. and charlotte gave me a mysterious call in the middle of the show. haha anw then decided to do rs instead of bio pt. did awhile la on viv's com. then end up slacking as usual. abby gave me a french manicure or sth. lols quite cool. yeap. then went to fish store look for plankton to feed the jellyfish. cannot find. so went to the playground. actually it was a fitness corner. haha. okay then go to the bus stop and wait. called gracey. bus came. went home. hehs so sian.

friday. went to do the cip thing! me and squek damn pro la. go around sell sell sell. earn alot okayy! x) like 100 plus bucks! and guess what the other ppl were doing? slackk. walau just stand down there never do anything or two hours. sheesh. haha. okay then after that went eat lunch at mos burger. viv and abby went shopping. then we dun wan. so go watch kungfu panda! hahaha it was so niceee! and cutee! and funny! xDD wheee. okay. then go randomly take a bus. haha then randomly stop at city hall or sth. o_O dunno. but ya. ate soup spoon. then go home. lalala (:

saturday. go math tuition. then i convinced my parents to cancel chem tuition! HA so didnt go! yayys (x i rock man. oh and at night go eat buffet dinner with my relatives from penang! whee :P damn fun la crap with kok beng. and took photos! then went to carrefour. ah beng went off to meet his frens )): haha sian around. then my aunts saw these nice nice luggages selling for 6 bucks for every 65 dollars we spend. so ended up hunting around the supermarket floor for other ppl's receipts? hahaha. found a 600 bucks one lehh! then bought like 6 luggages or sth. siao one. put in my dads van then i almost no place to sit can. Zzz. haha then almost midnight le or sth. still go changi airport leh. terminal 3. lol (: take more photos there! i think i make a really good photographer u noeee! =D wheee :D then finally. come home. collapse on the bed and sleep la walau so tired.

today wake up at 8 plus somemore. heh. send my aunt and uncle to the coach terminal there. go for bio tuition. then after that go old folks home. but i stayed in the car and slept throughout! HA. ((: yeap. go home. went next door eat lunch. saw foong yee's baby! superrr cute okayy! xDD eyes big big onee! lol yeap. then went home. sleeepppptttt all the way. ah beng came in say want burn songs for me or sth. cos ytd he promised me! then i uber tired. so just went orhh then ask alicia take blank cds from my table for him. lol yeaa. then force myself to wake up and go for english tuition. by then all my relatives went home liao )): aww man. haha. yup anw todays tuition was stoned. lol was smsing abster my jellyfish baobeiix thruout! heh xD think ms ong noticed but she didnt say anything ((: whee. okk. then came home lo. the end.

and heres another quiz from yunhua!

The Letter A
Are you available to date? erm yeah
What is your age?: 14
What annoys you: annoying stuff?
Appliances that you can't live without: Handphone. Computer. Mp3. hahas

The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: ok ok ba ((:
When is your birthday? 6 dec! dont forget my presents! x)
Who is your best friend?: got quite a few ba :D lol

The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: i like alll! xD
Who's your crush?: now ah. dont have. haha
When was the last time you cried?: bu ji de le

The Letter D
Do you daydream?: sometimes la. lol
What's your favorite kind of dog?: how many kinds are there arh. lol cute cute ones la
What day of the week is it? Sunday.

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: cooked?
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: nope dun thinks so.
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: slackk!

The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: duhh.
Do you use fly swatter?: nahh. haha im kind to animals ((:
Have you ever used a foghorn?: what is that
What's your best bodily feature?: everything! xDD

The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: yeahh! i love gumm! but singapore bans it. aww man.
Are you a giver or a taker?: anything luhh. o_O
Do you like gummy candies?: yeapp!

The Letter H
How are you?: fine?haha
What's your height?: 163cm! im tall yo!
What color is your hair?: blackk with streaks of gold or wdv. and its not dyed. cool huh!

The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream? chocolate!
Have you ever ice skated?: yesss it rockedd!
Do you play an instrument?: Guitar! coolness eh!

The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean?: huh?
Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: yeahh quite a few but forgot. lol
Do you wear jewelry?: nope. so wont get robbed! HA

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: you. x)
Do you want kids?: now? no?
Where did you have kindergarten?: Bethesda!

Letter L
Are you laid back?: yeahh i guess.
Do you lie?: yupp its funn!

The Letter M
What's your favorite movie?: got alot leh. but watched the kungfu panda one that day. zomgg it rawked!
Do you still watch Disney movies?: High School Musical!
Do you like mangoes?: yesshhh! love em!

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: alott. unfortunately.
Whats your favorite number?: anythings okay
Do you prefer night over day?: yessss its not so hott.
What would you change your name to, given the chance?: bu zhi daooo

The Letter O
What's your one wish?: to get everything i wanttt ((:
Are you an only child?: Yep
Do you wish this was over?: totally. haha its so long and wuliao why am i even doing it.

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: height? duno. lol
Do you like peanut butter?: quite =P

The Letter Q
Are you quick to judge people?: try not to lahh :D
What's your favorite quote?: r0ck0nzz!!!

The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: no i think im always leftt! hahahaa o.O
Do you watch reality TV?: not really
Whats a good reason to cry?: when you're sad?

The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rainn!
Do you like snow?: yea!
What's your favorite season?: winter!
What makes you squeamish?: what does that word mean?

The Letter T
What time is it?: 9.36
What time did you wake up?: 8plus ba
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: OBS.

The Letter U
Underwear or boxers?: im not a guy?

The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: rotten ones.
Where do you want to go on vacation?: travel the world!
Where was your last family vacation to? Europe!

The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: i have no bad habits! HA. beat that! (zomg im starting to sound like vloke the poke. thats bad! hahaha xD)
Where do you live?: Singapore.

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: yeahh! i think its cool!
Have you seen the x-games?: huh? sounds familiar tho but cant rmb.
Do you own a xylophone?: nope

The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: used to when i was young
On a hotness scale of one to ten, how would you rate yourself?: 0! cos im COOL! HA!

The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: sagittarius or sth.
Do you believe in the zodiac?: not really. heh
What's your favorite zoo animal?: LION! RAWR!

yarr. long quiz. heh and i think im gonna be late for guitar tmr. cos i going with alastair to hci for his dsa thing first! o_O lol kk byes (:

What Hurts The Mostt;

2008-06-05T00:51:00.005+08:00

Second post today. actually no. cos its past midnight liao. o_O

Music quiz. from yunhua too! (: think im supposed to put my player on shuffle and press next ((:

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Happy Birthday - Click Five (lol?)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Sha Sha De Yong Qi - Hana Kimi Soundtrack (thanks ah)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Zhi Shao Hai You Wo - Fahrenheit (o.O)

4. How do you feel today?
Superman - Five For Fighting

5. What is your life's purpose?
1973 - James Blunt (huh. yea im sure that totally makes sense. am i supposed to go back in time or sth)

6. What is your motto?
Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys

7. What do your friends think of you?
Shao Nian - Guang Liang (im young!)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Mu Nai Yi - Lin Jun Jie (hahahahahahahaa almost died laughing when i saw the result)

9. What do you think about very often?
This is the New Shit. (coolness)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Woman In Love - S.H.E (Zzz)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna (awww)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Christmas Dont Be Late - Alvin and the Chipmunks

13. What is your life story?
Show Me The Money - Step Up soundtrack (whoaa :D)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Wo Yuan Yi Bu Ai Ni - KO One soundtrack (out.)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne (so zhun siah)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Wu Gu De Feng Zhen - by dunno who ( rightt.)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Deng Ni Hui Lai - Jae (ahh freaky. wait for my ghost k ppl! xD)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Ni Tai Cheng Shi - S.H.E (being honest!)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Jin Zhong Zhao Tie Bu Shan - S.H.E (whatever that is)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Ai Wo - Tang Yu Zhe (huh.)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Broken Man - Boys Like Girls (ahaha more like broke. take money from me. then make ME broke)

22. What will you post this as?
What Hurts The Mostt - Rascal Flatts (ook...)

haha thats all!

2008-06-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

heyys ((: hahas today went out with godsis! had a great time! :D but i lazy to blog abt it luhh. lol suddenly feel like doing quizzes tho!

Quiz tagged by grace keoy! =D

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged By: gracey :D

if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
killlll himmmm!

if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be a ROCKSTAR!!! yeahhh mannzz! r0ck0nzzz! xDD

what will your dream wedding be like?
erm grand? lol

are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
quite ba. for all u noe whatever it is may be standing instead! haha okay sorry lame x))

what's your ideal lover like?
like meeee! xDD

which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone! hahas ((:

why are you doing this quiz?
hahas formulated this question by myself. cos im supposed to. -_- hahas yea lame. cant think of anything else. anw the answer is. im boreddd! duhh. lol

if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
try to get over it lahh o_O

is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
not really. my e guitar tcher says im happy go lucky! nice huh. lols

is being tagged fun?
erm okk ba. entertains me when im bored. like now. hahas

do you see yourself in ten years time?
loll nope. who noes whether i might go blind in that time. from all the hard work and studying that i do! xDD

what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
hahas she rockkss! lalala see i so nice! x) hehs. erm yeah apart from that. shes a pandaa pokk! and my homo gf! etcc! ((: lol

would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
o.O im okay with all.

what's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes.

would you give all in a relationship?
yeapp think so ba.

if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one whos nicer to me!

do you believe in love at first sight?
not really.

if given the chance to turn back time, will you?
yeahhh!

what is the last thing you would do before you die?
get gracey to give me my LIME GREEN coffin! whee backk at u! x)

8 people to be tagged:anyone((:

Handphone Quizzz! koped from yunhua!

What's your handphone model?
nokia 3230. business phone! muahaha x)

What are the last 3 digits of your handphone number?
192

What does the 12th message in your inbox say?
erm its caller alert. haha diao.

Who's the first person under M?
magdalene. lol

Who's the last person you rang?
my mum. hahas

Who was your last missed call from?
vivien bao bei ((:

Who was your last answered call from?
yang lao shi. to reconfirm that i noe theres tuition tmr. heh xD been forgetting too many times le. oops.

Who's the 2nd person under D?
Daphne

What does the last message in your inbox say?
'which day are you booked' from abby. hahas

Who's the second person under J?
Jacqueline

Who's the 4th person under S?
Sandy

What does the 10th message of your outbox say?
haha no messages in outbox. ((:

Who's your network provider?
Singtel

How many messages are in your inbox?
55. i just cleared them one 1st june. lol

What do you have as your background?
nothing. its the nokia theme thingy

Who's the second person under R?
rebecca

Who do you have on speed dial 3?
no one?

If you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
im not on prepaid. hahas

Who's the last person under C?
contractor. o_O loll

How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full! haha

What do you have as your main ringtone?
Cupid's Chokehold =D

another quiz from yunhua! cos she has alot on her blog! thanks!

[11] People tagged with this quiz
1. Gracey! HA who call u tag me with a lame quiz oso! x)
2 to 11. erm anyone else ba. ((:

[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend: myself! haha
First Screen Name: whats screen name huh.
First Pet: a rooster and a hen!
First Piercing: no where. sadly. haha but i think a tongue one is cool! x) lol
First Crush: dont tell u! HA
First CD : i forgot?
First Car: toy car ba. considering im too young to drive.
First Stuffed Animal: forgot.
First Love: as in person or object huh?
First Place Called Home: pasir ris street 21 blk 246 level 6 i think. forgot the unit number. lol
(zomg i conclude my memory sucks.)

[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage: water
Last Car Ride: godsister's red car! she was sending me home ((:
Last Movie Seen: Iron Man! today. hahas yea i noe its kinda slow.
Last Phone Call: mum
Last Song You Listened To: yue ding by guang liang. love that song!
Last Bubble Bath: huh. bubble bath? dunno la. but i noe got one photo i took with alastair when we were young. then we covered in bubble foam and wdv. u know that kind? yea.
Last Time You Cried : dun rmb.
Last Thing You Ate: fortune cookie! from godsis!
Last Bad Thing You Did: dont rmb! i very guai one noeee! xD

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nope
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope.
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: bu ji de le! haha dont think so la
Have You Ever Cheated: in what? ting xie? yea. wrote the words on newspaper. then put it on my desk then copy directly. HA smart or what.
Have You Ever Been In Love: ((:
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: yepp! my uncle crashed into my other uncles car in penang! lol and i think i ended up swallowing my bubblegum o_O
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: yeahh. last year. fell down. haha actually was fracture la. heh

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. black tshirt that says ' i got 'em locked'! cool huh
2. jeans
3. underwear
4. swatch watch that is useless cos its unreadable )):
5. my new white specs!
6. hair accessories (hair tie and pins)
7. cool accessories (ring and sex bands!) haha

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. breathe
2. talk
3. smile
4. eat
5. drink
6. slack

[ 5 ] Favourite Things.
1. guitarr!
2. food!
3. computer
4. handphone
5. mp3

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. myself
2. vivien ba?
3. and other v close frens?
4. parents (NOT) wakaka

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: BLACK IS COOL YO!
2. Hot Or Cold: depends la.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: chocolate! cant love them enuf mann!

[ 2 ] You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. get gracey to gimme my lime green coffin! (again) hahas (=
2. make sure everyone remembers that i rockkkk!

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
1. you.

fortune cookie: Friends are the key to happiness.
haha i decided to eat one everyday and post the sayings inside up here! so this is todays one! whee((:

anw whoa i did 3 quizzes in one shot! shows how nth to do i am! x) lol. okk ending here then! byeeee =D